Wednesday, May 04, 2005

Mein tanha tha, magar itna nahin tha...

Seattle se wapasi ki flight mein reh reh ker kuch aisa he feel ho raha tha.

I was coming after a full blown up weekend with my friends and there newly wedded wives. Fun, Frolic, Joy, Enthu et all was the name of the game since friday night to Sunday Midnight - when I departed all of them to sleep.

I had to catch early morning flight to get back directly to work :(

During the flight I was thinking about the fun I had with all of them...I was smiling, laughing, eating a lot, Jabbering, chatting all at the same time...and suddenly with the onset of Monday I had to leave all and depart to join office again on monday.

Let me List Down what all I ate and Enjoyed,

  • Friday Night :
  • Rajma prepared as Dal Makhani.
  • Kashmiri Alloo
  • Pulav
  • Naan (Butter, Stuffed)
  • Palak Paneer (Only a bit)
  • Saturday Morning:
  • Bread Omlette (My expert Friend Mukul Prepared it :)
  • 2 Cups of Chai (With Lots of Ginger, clove & Ilaichi)
  • 1 full glass of Cold Coffee
  • Saturday Afternoon
  • Navratan Korma
  • Alloo Parantha
  • Lots of Chai
  • Aachar
  • Hari Mirch
  • Mix Veg
  • Pulav
  • Saturday Evening
  • Juice
  • Rajma Chawal
  • Sunday Morning
  • Azwayan ki Poori
  • Allo ki Sabji,
  • Chai
  • Sunday Afternoon
  • Cigar :) - I have said a quit to addiction not to Cigar :)
  • Beer
  • Sunday Evening
  • Bread Sandwich - Filled with Allo
  • Chai
and then at night
  • Mango Jelly - Lots and lots of it... :) Another New Friend's wife made it....
Anyhow so much for eating....One of the phenomenon I love about being living is - One who is alive can eat.... :) This is how I differentiate between living and dead..though there are other difference also...But only few are as important as this.

After I came back to office, I started feeling the loss of being surrounded and being in the elated took me a whole session of "I-Robot" and "Bourne Identity" during the night and full length of 8 hours of sleep to get over the hangover....

But still the fact is true.... "Mein Tanha tha, Magar Itna Nahin Tha" - Kuch jayada he tanhayi feel ho rahi hai....

It seems that except for me ...all the world roams round the SUN in Pairs...Its only me who roams round it, Only Lonely.....Thats is why I was not quitting ...but nobody looks from my eye...anyhow....once I have proven that I have quit the addiction....I shall be smoking again....till there is somebody to roam around :)

Hamara kya hai, Hum to tanha chale the, tanha he chalte rahe, aur tanha he chale jayenge,
Soch to tu khud-he ke baare, Tu to kabhi tanha nahin tha, phir kyun aaj us kinare, banh pasare khada hai.


  1. Its just a momentary feeling and will fade away soon..
    When I walk alone the street filled with couples, I feel the same. When my friends talk about their bf or see them together..I feel so very lonely, out of place.. but then.. its better than all the bitterness of a relationship !

  2. Don't know what it shall be like in the Mirror !!