Thursday, December 30, 2004

Satellite View of Tsumani

Monday, December 20, 2004

Yes !! Juice is worth the squeeze !!

If Juice is the worth the squeeze ? - I am quoting this from the movie named "Girl Next Door". Ultimate fundoo movie. Tells you a lot about how to get yourself indulge into things you never imagined.

It asks you directly straight looking into your eyes with gorgeous smile " What's the craziest thing you have done ?"

Isn't life has similar passion and fun for you. It stands on your door and tell you in a ravishing posture "Hey ! I am all wet, Can I come in ?". With that near to perfect smile and positioning, you are floored. How many times Life has been like that in front of me and I just didn't dared !

Then there comes the moment when you have to prove that your "Moral Fibre" is Intact and what you discover is, the ability to identify clearly and correctly "If Juice is worth the squeeze ?"

The more clearly one identifies, the more sound moral one enjoys.

Thats the way my life is.

Identify If Juice is worth the squeeze and then proceed with the procedure.

So folks look the world and life through this angle and thy shall never fear.

Friday, December 17, 2004

!! Final Destination !!

What is final destination ?

Is living life a journey and its destined to reach a destination ?

What shall I feel when I reach that final destination ?

Will there be any sense of achievement when I get there or Will I feel unquenched even then like I feel till today, whenever another target is reached ?

How many of us shall I be able to meet when I get there ?

How many I shall leave behind to reach there ?

Will I be happy when I reach there ?

Or I shall be sad when I am about to reach there ?

Isn't the journey more important then the destination itself ?

Am I not engaged in other lame affairs instead of being caring about phenomenon of Life ?

Won't I feel more happy and have more joy if I leave wondering about the affairs I fight daily and start being thankful for another day I spend as living being ?

Aren't those people fools who talk about being used by someone, crib for petty things and not being sensible for the most wonderful gift of being ALIVE ?

I am thinking, and the more I think, the more I feel JOY and Happiness.

!! Hirdu is now happy, calm and living. !!

Thursday, December 09, 2004


This is sent by one of the very good friend of mine "Deepti". Very Senti stuff so posting it here.

Thanx Deepti ...this is FROM you.


I went to a party,
And remembered what you said.
You told me not to drink, Mom
So I had a sprite instead.

I felt proud of myself,
The way you said I would,
That I didn't drink and drive,
Though some friends said I should.

I made a healthy choice,
And your advice to me was right,
The party finally ended,
And the kids drove out of sight.

I got into my car,
Sure to get home in one piece,
I never knew what was coming, Mom
Something I expected least.

Now I'm lying on the pavement,
And I hear the policeman say,
The kid that caused this wreck was drunk, Mom,
His voice seems far away.

My own blood's all around me,
As I try hard not to cry.
I can hear the paramedic say,
This girl is going to die.

I'm sure the guy had no idea,
While he was flying high,
Because he chose to drink and drive,
Now I would have to die.

So why do people do it, Mom
Knowing that it ruins lives?
And now the pain is cutting me,
Like a hundred stabbing knives.

Tell sister not to be afraid, Mom
Tell daddy to be brave,
And when I go to heaven,
Put "Daddy's Girl" on my grave.

Someone should have taught him,
That it's wrong to drink and drive.
Maybe if his parents had,
I'd still be alive.

My breath is getting shorter, Mom
I'm getting really scared.
These are my final moments,
And I'm so unprepared.

I wish that you could hold me Mom,
As I lie here and die.
I wish that I could say, "I love you, Mom!"
So I love you and good-bye.

I love you Mom !!

Footnote : Whatever I am doing today and whatever shall be done in future, it shall be for you only MOM. Coz you bought me in this world, in no way I can thank you. So I accept that I am too poor to think of ......

Thursday, November 04, 2004

!! Let the bell ring !!

Let the bell ring and make me shiver with the memory of thy voice,

Let me shed my soul in the blanket of sorrow, coz HE shall realise the loss of my innocense.

Let HIM mention my name with DISGRACE, coz I never acknowledged his authority.

Let the sniffing angel unbolt, and let me hold his needle while he joyfully stiches my heart.

Let HIM make the Sun shine and shower the holy fire to burn the bare skin,

deep till it reaches and enlightens the soul,

to libreate the holy subject identified as HIM,

leaving me to rest and smile at HIS mercy.

!! Hope to Hope !!

Hope to hope some day, He shall hope my arrival to HIS premise, hoping I shall conform to him, but I hope to deny the hope in a hope to sleep again with smile on my face, before I fulfill his hope, when I enter his chambers, with a hope that He shall keep his words and we shall shake hands.

Wednesday, November 03, 2004

!! Let me HOLD !!

Let me hold these threads of life,

Let me hear the song of soul,

Let me color the canvas of passion,

Let me inhale the aroma of desire,

Let me feel the touch of lust,

Let me vibrate the voice of control,

Let me desire the limits of freedom,

Let me sorround the margins of time,

Let me qualify the surrender of GOD,

Let me declare the victory of Devil,

Let me shower the flakes of snow,

Let me gift the gift of smile

Let me RUN MY LIFE !!.

Tuesday, November 02, 2004

!! Let me Sleep now !!

You said "Hold" & I am holding onto this dead life since then.

You said "I will be back" & I have never closed the doors since then.

You said "We will eat it together" & I have not bought Pizza since then.

You said "I shall call you back" & I haven't called you since then.

You said "Keep smiling" & I haven't wept since then.

You said "Have faith" & I haven't asked anything from LORD since then.

You said "I am engaged !!" & I haven't slept since then.

You said "Why didn't you proposed ?" & I am dead since then.

Friday, October 29, 2004

Just have to write the testplan ;-)

Wednesday, October 27, 2004

Calvin & hobbes - Amazing Instinct this fella has

Garfield - Delhi Edition Times of India 'today'- My Favourite ;-)

Tuesday, October 26, 2004

!! Devil's Signature !!

Who wrote my destiny ?

Who encrypted it ? With what Cipher ?

At few instances it is cleartext before me and even before I can recognize it, I am engaged to another ciphered stanza to be deciphered.

The most puzzling curiosity before me is "Who Signed it ?"

It's definately written onto the official letterhead of "The Almighty", but the signature it holds is of "The Devil" himself.

The text on the embossed Emblem seems to be again from the "Office of Angels", but the demarcations on both margines are RED in colour and BLOOD drips from the corners.

The handwriting is Cursive, "Royal Blue", on silver white cloth, with fragrance of Roses.

Language is aggressively royal and style is poetic.

The tag holes are marked with "Envy Green" Circles and uncertainity certainly peeps from behind.

I had to sign the reciept of the same from the blood oozing out of the heart of my soul, and acknowlege his authority and keep my smile.

to be continued.......

Saturday, September 25, 2004

Beauty of English

After a long time posting copy paste stuff ;-)

Ever noticed how deleting one word after the other in a sentence can lead to a nice story?

Here's an example:

Lucy says "

Oh John please don't touch me at all...!

Oh John please don't touch me at...!

Oh John please don't touch...!

Oh John please don’t...!

Oh John please...!

Oh John..!



Thursday, September 23, 2004

!! Walking Down !!

No Intro, Just Random Thoughts of what I still have in my memories....

Woh Ganga ki dhara, woh toota kinara,
Woh Ret ki aandhi, Woh Shaam suhani,
Woh Taash ke patte, Woh teen ikke (Aces),
Woh Nehle pe dehla, Woh Pyar Pehla,

Woh Jagjit ki shaam, hum dono ke haathon mein Jaam,
Woh aadhi Rum, woh aadha glass BEER,
Woh 12 Baje Raat mein dhaabe pe khana, Woh phir 2 baje checkpost per pakde jaana,
Woh Bheege Aaam (Mangoes), Woh Ghanton Baithna bina koi kaam,

Woh Thandi Raatein, Woh Rus Bhari Baatein,
Woh Ruth jaana tera, Woh phir Manana Mera,
Woh Kaatil Ada, Woh aankh ka ishara,

Woh Maggie banana, Woh Doodh ka jal jaana,
Woh chauthai (1/4) cup chai, Woh kehna "Janha Chai Wahan Rai"
Woh Akeli Shaam, Woh Akela Insaan,
Woh Aansoo ke dhaage, Woh soonsaan Raaste,
Woh Ghanton ki Udaasi, Woh Yaad aana Tera,
Woh "Dil se" sun-na, Woh Bus Yun hi tanha Baithe rehna,

Kabhie Kabhi Gumgeen hona, Phir Muskarane ki koshish karna,
Woh Duniya bher ki baatein, But unme kuch bhi na hona apna,
Woh sapne banana, Woh cheekhna chill-lana,

Woh Faltu ke fatare, Woh Environ ki kilsun,
Woh Life ka khazzal hona, Woh GMT high hona,

Wohi fir Roz Roz jhagadna and fir Bus Kabhi Na milna....

Aur Shayad AB hai Yahi saath Mere, Ki
Kabhi Na Milna...kabhi Na Milna...

Friday, September 17, 2004

!! Another ME to be HANGED !!

Another Week end,
Another Party to organise,
Another crowd of People to Meet,
Another Friend to cheer up,
Another interview to appear,
Another peg to be drunk,
Another evening to be settle,
Another smile to hold,
Another laugh to laugh,
Another tear to be dropped,
Another flower to relish,
Another bug to be logged,
Another chat friend to be trusted,
Another drive to move on,
Another shop to be shopped or robbed,
Another trust to be build,
Another promise to be broken,
Another shoulder to be found to cry upon,
Another desire to be satisfied,
Another thirst to be quenched,
Another Friday to get freaked,
Another Glass of BEER to be gulped,
Another GPL ;-)
Another Song to be sung,
Another excuse to eliminated,

Another gal to be hugged,
Another lips to be kissed, Another soul to be touched,

Another dream to be realised,

Another ME to be discovered, Another ME to be identified,
Another ME to be cornered ,

Another ME to be SUNKED,

Another Me to be IGNORED,

Another ME to be delighted,

Another ME to be SENTENCED,

Another ME to be HANGED,


Tuesday, September 14, 2004

!! Kabhi Kabhi !!

Kabhi kabhi mere dil main khayal aata hain

Ki zindagi teri zulfon ki narm chhaon main guzarne pati,

To sadab ho bhi sakti thi,

Yeh ranjho gham ki siyahi jo dil pe chhayi hain,

Teri nazar ki suahon main kho bhi sakti thi,

Magar yeh ho na saka,

Magar yeh ho na saka aur ab ye aalam hain,

Ki tu nahin, tera gham, teri joostjoo bhi nahin,

Guzar rahi hain kuchh iss tarah zindagi jaise,

isse kisi ke sahare ki aarzoo bhi nahin,

Na koi raah, na manzil, na roshni ka suragh,

Bhatak rahin hai andheron main, zindagi meri

Inhi andheron main reh jaoonga kabhi kho kar,

Main janta hoo meri hum-nafas, magar yoonhi,

Kabhi kabhi mere dil main khayal aata hai......

For those who dont know hindi Here is English Version

often a thought comes in my heart

if i have life under shadow of your hair

it would of been more peaceful

the ink of pain and sorrow on my heart

could've been lost in your eyes

but it didn't happen

but it didn't happen, now life is on verge

that i don't have you nor sorrow neither hopes

living life without any support/landing hand

no road, no goal, nor way to see light

my life is travelling in darkness

i'm to be lost in darkness someday

i know it's my love of life, but

often a thought comes in my heart....

Thursday, August 26, 2004

!! Play your own game !!

Sometime back I said "Use your instincts before you become Extinct", Today I add an addendum to it, "Play your own Game".

Actually these phrases are guidelines for me to identify my future behavioral pattern in life. Then you might be wondering that why am I publishing such great words of wisdom onto the public domain, when they outline my strategies.

Shouldn't I keep my strategies secret and keep moving on with letting anybody know what shall be my next step in life.

Well folks !! You might be right, coz I firmly consider this life as WAR waged against the Unreasonable, but don't you believe that it shall bring in much more fun and enthusiasm, if everybody knows your strategy before hand and yet nobody is able to stop you from achieving, what you desire.

At least I believe so and have felt the same.

There had been numerous instances wherein I have told all that I shall move ahead like this and like that, if you do this I shall do that, and all that blah blah blah...and then I achieved following the same route as I declared and folks you can never imagine how much FUN it was, "watching those damn buggers (Jean Claude VAN DAMN BUGGERS) so helpless around me".

Anyhow here I am stating the 49th RULE of Power, You might ask where are the 1st 48, Well for that you shall have to refer "48 laws of Power - Robert Greene".

So here is the rule "Keep your strategies completely secret, never let information flow without being encrypted or mangled, incase you cannot maintain absolute secrecy, then pump in so much of information in front, so as to create huge chaos".

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

!! Blocking the View !!

I hold her here so near, not to let her ignore me, when I reach to achieve, what I desired the most.

Who is She ?

Why I wanna hold her ?

Why can't I let her simply ignore me ?

What's there in the devil's name I want to achieve ?

She is smile.

I wanna hold her coz all around me is sorrow and despair and I know it shall be tough to be 'living' without her.

I care so much about, How can I let her ignore me.

Now this is typical, What I desire to achieve ? Ppl call it Success - I call it happiness, the delight and content in my heart, the handshake of my heart and soul. I wanna achieve Dreamless Sleep, I wanna to sleep, without any worry about next day.

This is what is blocking my VIEW !!

Why don't you smile, Happiness ?

Why the heck I am asking happiness to smile, aren't these two phenomenons synonyms to each other, or is it something else.

Does being happy itself means that you can have smile on yr face or if you are smiling, does that mean that you are happy too...aren't these 2 jestures all together different from each other...

Yes, My dear pals,

Being Happy and Smiling are not synonymous, they are altogether different things..But, I do agree to the fact that If someone can achieve both phenonmenons at the same moment, then at that very moment nobody is more lucky then him/her.

I don't remember, when was the last time, I was happy...But everybody who knows me, or have seen me, or have met me , or have read me, has always seen,read or felt that I am smiling...I keep smiling, Ppl say that I speak less and laugh more...there shall always be a sense of laughter & naughtyness, when I am around. They say that they find unusual hope in my eyes or in my talks, but is it so really...

I am introspecting this since last 2 days, and I think I didn't even required that...Its written all over my face, all over my soul that I am Searching....I am on the Hunt....I have spent so much of myself to reach HER and SHE is still so far...




I don't know folks ! Ya its true that I don't know ! there are thing in this world that I don't know !!

What I know is that I am on constant vigil, i am on constant lookout for HER...Since for so many Years I am searching for her...Its not been a matter of days or months folks, Now its been years since I have felt HER.

Now here is something I desire from you folks...If you ever found out Where She Is ?, for whom I am looking, since past so many years, Inform me. I shall ask HIM ( ya ya ya He is the same Guy, I am at WAR for same reasons, you ppl call him GOD ) to let Smile and be happy at the same time.

Thursday, August 19, 2004

!! You say I am Greedy !!

You say I am Greedy, But I only desire few moments with you,
You say I am Greedy, But I only desire to see you smile when I meet you,
You say I am Greedy, But I only desire to see you reciprocate, what I feel, when I depart,
You say I am Greedy, But I only desire to walk on the side of road with you,
You say I am Greedy, But I only desire to earn little more, to buy a home before I marry you,
You say I am Greedy, But I only desire to sharpen my skill-set, so as to combat the fear of not being with you,
You say I am Greedy, But I only desire to achieve the deadline a little early, coz I wish spend evening with you,
You say I am Greedy, But I only desire to sleep a little early, coz I wish to talk to you more in my dreams,
You say I am Greedy, But I only desire to hold you so close that I can hear your heart rhythm with mine,
You say I am Greedy, But I only desire to weep a little longer,
You say I am Greedy, But I only desire to bring laughter to your soul,

You say I am Greedy, But I only desire to love you till I die,

You say I am Greedy, But I only desire you to read this and come back to me.
You say I am Greedy, But I only desire to be FREE to desire you FOREVER.

You might be right, I may be Greedy, But You now know that I only desire to be with you a little longer.

Wednesday, August 18, 2004

Where am I ?

Where the heck is Hirdu ?
What in devils name is he doing ?
Why has he vanished all of a sudden from this blog world ?
Who knows about him more than HE himself ?
When shall the visitor on his blog shall see another of his finest posting ?

How will he again manage to get crowd again to his blog ?
Is he conspiring something ?
How can he be so cruel and insensitive towards his beloved readers ?



Wednesday, August 04, 2004

!! Punch Me, I Bleed !!

When I heard it, I was almost shocked, Who wrote this Dialogue to be spoken by our Peter Parker aka Spiderman.

Spiderman is supposed to be a Superhero and superhero never say these kind of words. He is supoosed to be "Man of Steel".

Even James Bond never shows that he "Bleeds". Why Spiderman ?

Is it just that he is more human, or is it something else the creator of the Spiderman wanna to convey.

Anyways think about it....Why Spiderman being a Superhero said this ? ...

Tuesday, August 03, 2004

1000th Visitor

So Who Was the 1000th Visitor to my blog !!!

Well, I tried That I shouldn't be the one...But failed to do so...and accidently became the 1000th.

Please donot pelt stones on me for this... My visits should also count...and this was the unique one tooo....

So Guys and Gals Thanx for visiting the blog and causing the ticker to reach it....

I am now seriously thinking to stop adding my own visits to the counter..but have figure How to do it ?....

anyhow I shall do that fast and haan there shall be many continous postings soon coming onto the blog starting from tonight....Be assured for that. ;-)

I was wondering from where all ppl come to this blog....

Top was India ofcourse, then was UK, US, Singapore, Sweden, Malaysia, Canada, and sbdy did it from Pakistan too...Wow !!

Tuesday, July 27, 2004

Blogger's new interface

Everybody must have noticed till now that blogger has come up with new interface to fill in the posting. Its lovely and have so many features.

Now I donot have to use "hello" to post in pics. The interface has the link.

Do not have to identify the html tags to align the text. The interface has buttons similar to MSWord.

I can even COLOR the Text

There are so many new fonts to try upon and what's best - Yes Dear - The keyboard Shortcuts...this shall make blogger's life simple and blogging a pleasure.

That day me and one of my friend were talking about these key board shortcuts and the talk then lead to Shortcuts we take to reach somewhere in life...and then the talk finally ended in identifing shortest possible ways to lure a gal ;-)

I don't know Why our talks always end up talking about gals or should I say talks lead to new talks about gals...

Hey Gals !! Is it so with u ppl too, I mean Yr talks lead you to talk about Guys.

So what do Gals talk about most ?

For Guys I am Sure !!

Whenever they are with Guys only, they talk about Gals and whenever they have a Gal, They try their best to Talk ;-) Gals Never let them to do so...

So Kafi Baker ho gayi hai....

Chalo Shall put a meaningful post soon or say another senti stuff....

I shall soon have a news to share and also some of the latest happening in my life....keep visiting ....

Wednesday, July 14, 2004

!! Mail from Jesus !!

So folks after a long time a posting again, and that too not original. Sent to me by Medha (Thanx Medha !! ) and coz of certain reasons, I am posting it on the blog.

1. I donot have anything new to post right now.
2. This literature satisfy few of my criteria on what to post and what not.
3. I am at WAR with LORD, which implies I know He is There.

Waise, BTW "How many of us believe in Santa or say GOD himself ?"

After reading tell me what shall u do if u were the Protagonist i.e "RUTH" in the story.

Soon there shall be a senti stuff to be posted tonight. Staying at office again late night. :(

So here it is

Ruth went to her mail box and there was only one letter. She picked it up and looked at it before opening, but then she looked at the envelope again.

There was no stamp, no postmark, only her name and address. She read the letter:

Dear Ruth:

I`m going to be in your neighborhood Saturday
afternoon and I'd like to stop by for a visit.

Love Always, Jesus

Her hands were shaking as she placed the letter on the table. "Why would the Lord want to visit me? I'm nobody special. I don't have anything to offer."

With that thought, Ruth remembered her empty kitchen cabinets. "Oh my goodness, I really don't have anything to offer. I'll have to run down to the store and buy something for dinner."

She reached for her purse and counted out its contents. Five dollars and forty cents. "Well, I can get some bread and cold cuts, at least."

She threw on her coat and hurried out the door.

A loaf of French bread, a half-pound of sliced turkey, and a carton of milk...leaving Ruth with grand total twelve cents to last her until Monday.

Nonetheless, she felt good as she headed home, her meager offerings tucked under her arm.

"Hey lady, can you help us, lady?"

Ruth had been so absorbed in her dinner plans, she hadn't even noticed two figures huddled in the
alleyway. A man and a woman, both of them dressed in little more than rags "Look lady, I ain't got a job, ya know, and my wife and I have been living out here on the street, and, well, now it's getting cold and we're getting kinda hungry and, well, if you could help us. Lady, we'd really appreciate it."

Ruth looked at them both.

They were dirty, they smelled bad and frankly, she was certain that they could get some kind of work if they really wanted to.

"Sir, I'd like to help you, but I'm a poor woman myself. All I have is a few cold cuts and some bread,
and I'm having an important guest for dinner tonight and I was planning on serving that to Him."

"Yeah, well, okay lady, I understand. Thanks anyway.."

The man put his arm around the woman's shoulders, turned and headed back into the alley.

As she watched them leave, Ruth felt a familiar twinge in her heart.

"Sir, wait!" The couple stopped and turned as she ran down the alley after them. "Look, why don't you take this food. I'll figure out something else to serve my guest."

She handed the man her grocery bag.

"Thank you lady. Thank you very much!"

"Yes, thank you!" It was the man's wife, and Ruth could see now that she was shivering. "You know, I've got another coat at home. Here, why don't you take this one." Ruth unbuttoned her jacket and slipped it over the woman's shoulders. Then smiling, she turned and walked back to the street...without her coat and with nothing to serve her guest.

"Thank you lady!

Thank you very much!"

Ruth was chilled by the time she reached her front door, and worried too. The Lord was coming to visit
and she didn't have anything to offer Him.

She fumbled through her purse for the door key. But as she did, she noticed another envelope in her mailbox.

"That's odd. The mailman doesn't usually come twice in one day." She took the envelope out of the box and opened it.

Dear Ruth:

It was so good to see you again. Thank you for the lovely meal. And thank you, too, for the beautiful

Love Always Jesus

The air was still cold, but even without her coat, Ruth no longer noticed.

Thursday, July 08, 2004

Monday, July 05, 2004

!! It's been a fortnight !!

So folks,

It's been a fortnight, since I had a good night sleep,
It's been a fortnight, since I didn't woke up in the middle of the night.
It's been a fortnight, since I had a fresh laugh,
It's been a fortnight, since I felt content in my heart,
It's been a fortnight, since I went home on time and talked to mom for hours,
It's been a fortnight, since I chatted with u all for long,
It's been a fortnight, since I posted mails u all seperately,
It's been a fortnight, since I sat besides my favorite tree and smoked for 2 long hours alone,
It's been a fortnight, since I met her with joy in my heart,
It's been a fortnight, since I read Newspaper for anything other than horoscope,
It's been a fortnight, since I picked up a book from my library,
It's been a fortnight, since I replied back to yr mails,
It's been a fortnight, since I smiled without effort,
It's been a fortnight, since I lived...

It's been such a long fortnight...

Friday, July 02, 2004

coz today I deeply desire

Just desired to sit in solitude,
and u arrived with sensuous smile on face,
chill in your hands,
twinkle in yr eyes,
desiring to fill in my emptiness with treasure of delight and joy,

I had to stop u,
I donno why,
But I had to,

coz it had been ages since,
I had a chatted with me,
& with HIM whom u call GOD,

So I resisted, refrained and restrained,
But you took it to yr soul,

and here I am again Sitting idle in solitude,
with burning desire and killing sensation in my heart,

coz today I deeply desire to talk to you,
coz today I deeply desire to hold yr hands,
coz today I deeply desire to smell the aroma of yr bosoms,
coz today I deeply desire to taste the flovour of yr tounge,
coz today I deeply desire to hug you so hard that it almost chokes yr breath,
coz today I deeply desire to look into yr eyes and see my face smiling in it,
coz today I deeply desire to hear the shrill of yr voice so loud that I donot hear anything else,
coz today I deeply desire to touch yr hairs again,
coz today I deeply desire to blow air on yr navel to make u shiver,
coz today I deeply desire to hold yr weight over me,
coz today I deeply desire to inhale the fragnance you exhale,
coz today I deeply desire to walk with u so long that I never have desire u deeply again.

So folks how is it...

Friday is here and I am getiing Myself Fried

Folks !! Friday is here and about to leave too...and here I am sitting in office, testing these damn tunnels...

Its seems Lord is finally in REVENGE MODE....Okay Lord !! If this this the case let it be...I can still have masti at office....

Playing Songs on full volume in the lab and testing tunnels ;-)

Tuesday, June 29, 2004

numb nerves and happy soul

Just a little rest and respite from office is all what I desire ? Is it something great I am asking for.

folks, just a little rest and tmm this blog shall start happening again.

Wednesday, June 23, 2004

College Ke Din !!

After a long long time, I received this forward again from a very good friend. I am posting it here, Dedicated to her.

Cheers !! Swati this is for you.

Yeh Degree bhi lelo, Yeh Naukri bhi lelo,
Bhale mujhse lelo woh US ka Visa,
Magar mujhko lauta do college ka canteen,
Woh TeeKha Samosaa, Woh thanda saaa paani,
Woh Teekha Samosa, Woh thanda saaa paani...
Woh College ki sabse - purani nishaanee,
Woh chai vaalaa jisko - saare kehte the... jaani,
Woh jaani ke hathon - ki 'cutting' chai meethi,
Woh chup-kese journal - mein jo bheji thi chitthi,
Woh padhte hi chitthi - tha uska bhadakna,
Woh chehre ki laali, woh aankhon kaa gussaa ©...
Woh teekha samosa, woh thanda saaa paani.....
Kadi dhoop mein - apni room se nikalnaa,
Woh project ki Khatir - tha dar dar bhataknaa ,
Woh lecture mein doston - ki proxy lagaanaa,
Woh sir ko chidana, aeroplane udaanaa,
Woh submission ki raton - ko jagna jagaanaa,
Woh vivas ke kisse, woh pracs ki kahani....
Woh teekha samosa, woh thanda saaa paani....
Woh dena Bimaari - ka har time bahana,
Woh doosron ka assignment - ko apnaa banana,
Woh seminar ke din - pairon ka chat-patanaa,
Woh workshop mein din bhar - pasinaa bahanaa,
Woh slogans banana - aur Gym me rakhadna,
Phir Exam ke din ko - tha bechain hona,
Woh teekha samosa, woh thanda saaa paani....
College ki thi - woh lambi si raatein,
Woh doston se tapre pe - pyaari si Baatein;
Woh gathering ke din ka - jo ladnaa Jhagadnaa;
Woh kudiyon ka yuhin - hamesha akadnaa;
Bhulaaye nahin bhool sakta hai koi -------
Woh college, woh baatein, woh guzara jamana.
Woh teekha samosa, Woh thanda saaa paani...
Woh teekha samosa, Woh thanda saaa paani..

Sunday, June 20, 2004

Waana Say Few Words to Sbdy !!

Here Are few words which I wanted to say to sbdy not so important in my life...But Ya...Anyhow...Others ignore it !!

Dusht, Paapi, Neech, durachari, Mahachari, Bhrshtachari, Vhabhichari, Say Sorry

Friday, June 18, 2004

World's Shortest love story

He asked "Will you marry me ?"

She replied "No".

HE lived happily ever after.

Friday, June 11, 2004

A thing of beauty !!

A thing of beauty is joy forever

I donot remember exactly when and where I heard this. So while writing this I searched for it on google. Google is such an amazing thing. You know folks now if u search "hirdesh gupta" on google u will get my profile as the first link. This blog thing is really great and its making me so much popular.

Anyhow back to the topic.

So I found out that this quote was said by ouw own John Keats as "A thing of beauty is a joy forever; its loveliness increases; it will never pass into nothingness."

This gave me thought Do I still remeber the joy I get from a sight of beauty. Yes ! came as an answer, there are innumberable stuff I still remember.

I still remember the twinkle of her eye,
I still remember the dimple on her cheek,
I still remember the dew on her hairs,
I still remember the smile on her face,
I still remember the warmth of her cozyness,
I still remember the shrill of her voice,
I still remember the depth of her thoughts,
I still remember the height of her dreams,
I still remember the aroma of her body,
I still remember the scent of her attire,
I still remember the shine of her earring,
I still remember the glow of her skin,
I still remember the pink of her lips,
I still remember those sensuous curves,
I still remember those seductive swells,
I still remember the attitude in her turns,
I still remember the touch of her hands,
I still remember the angle of her smile,

I remember so much of her, does she still remember my name ?

Wednesday, June 09, 2004

I don't know

I don't know Why U smiled and then waved me Bye that day,
I don't know Why U called me up and then bought cold coffee that day,
I don't know Why U sat there with me and said nothing that day,
I don't know Why U wore Royal Blue that day,
I don't know Why U asked me to drop u home and then u left without even turning yr eyes that day,
I don't know Why U exchanged yr notebook with me and then returned it later that day,
I don't know Why U wrote me a mail after 3 long years and then didn't even replied that day,
I don't know Why U collapsed on staircase and fell into my arms that day,
I don't know Why U demanded for Chocolate, though yr favorite was vanilla, that day,
I don't know Why U sipped Coke from my bottle that day,
I don't know Why U didn't let me eat Pizza that day,
I don't know Why U snatched cig from my mouth that day,
I don't know Why U had 3 shots of Tequilla with me that day,
I don't know Why U roamed around with hand in hand and cautious look on yr face that day,
I don't know Why U Kissed me that way that day,
I don't know Why U had those rosy cheeks all evening that day,
I don't know Why U use to listen to me even at midnight,
I don't know Why U said "Yes" to marry that guy that day,

I don't know Why U never Said "I Love U" that day.
I don't know Why I NEVER SAID "I LOVE U" THAT DAY.

This sounded too much familiar !! What do u say folks !!

Monday, June 07, 2004

"Then you say Why No Blog Today ?

You Load me with all the assignments to be completed on time,
You Load me with the task of finding job for friends,
You Load me with the task of intuitively answering gals who ask, "Hey whats up !!",
You Load me with the task of telling the stranger on road the way to his destination,
You Load me with the task of taking team out to lunch,
You Load me with the task of motivating team to stay back and meet the shortened deadline,
You Load me with the task of bringing bread and butter to home when I return,
You Load me with the task of having at least 5 cigs a day
You Load me with the task of performing rituals after waking up
You Load me with the task of mailing the yahoogroups to keep them alive
You Load me with the task of waving "hi" and pass smile to the gals I meet,,
You Load me with the task of bringing joy to the life of ppl I know,
You Load me with the task of Living and have the smile on my face though my heart wanna cry,
You Load me with the task of finishing at least 100 pages of the book each day from my own library,
You Load me with the task of commenting on yr blog
You Load me with the task of enriching the day-to-day experience,
You Load me with the task of waging a WAR with GOD for him being unreasonable to me

You Load me enough and Then u say "WHY NO BLOG TODAY"


Thursday, June 03, 2004

Is this natural !!

Summers are hot and my body is warm. Temperature today reached 102 degree F in the afternoon today.

Ppl around me find it amazing that Hirdu is ill and is at home. ;-) Wow !!

I don't know if ppl missed me or the postings at the blog.

Anyhow, I have started missing the routine...So shall be there in office tommorow, coz it feels like hell sitting idle at home, and watching damn TV...

So folks !! Do tell me how was yr day, without me...

I missed few ppl today... :-(

Chalo folks signing off early with this small posting, coz have to take medicine and catch up some sleep...and Hey leave me alone in not bug me in my dreams ;-)

Wednesday, June 02, 2004

Summer and Cold

Its Summer in Here, Ppl get mangoes to sun strokes, and here is me...what luck ...I caught COLD..Sneezing heavily since yester morning.

Tuesday, June 01, 2004

Till there' s space, I 'll stare at it

What fun it is doing nothing, sitting idle and staring at the empty space. I was amazed at the calm, sooth and peace it rendered to me yesternight.

It was around midnight, that I woke up, donno why ? I even cannot remember whether I was having a dream or a nightmare, when I woke. So I went to the roof, lit the 2nd last cig (There are always few cigs at secret places hidden at home ;-)), and sat resting my back onto the wall.

I rose my head & started oogling a distant star. Thought machine (TM) invoked itself. "What the heck Are you doing ?", "Its middle of the night, don't You have anything to ponder upon",

I said, "Don't feel like !!"

TM said, "You have one of the finest collection of books in yr wardrobe, Several of them are unfinished, Why don't you finish anyone of it ?"

I said, "How much will it matter, If I finish one more, I know what the author must have talked about in the climax"

TM continued, "You can call sbdy and talk to him or her, at least don't sit idle, its not like you"

I was now furious, "Will you ever let me sit in peace ?"

TM was not bothered, "You have gone insane, Think dear !! Think about future, Think about fetching new Job, think about the gal to whom u winked today, think about being the Howard..."

Disgusted I felt and thus interrupted, "Go to hell, and take all these worries with you only. Lemme sit here and Stare at the empty space and leave me alone"

TM smiled, there was mockery and sarcasm, but no joy.

I ignored him now and sat and sat there....staring ...finishing the cig and kindled another and continued staring....


Now there is only SPACE and EYES staring at it.

Monday, May 31, 2004

Hug Addict

Must be wondering what this title is all about.

This is the liner written on the 1 of the 4 T-Shirts I bought on saturday shopping Spree at Westside (for those who donno Westside - Its a brandname owned by TATA and now a days have sell almost everything made of fabric ;-) )

So what were the other 3 T-Shirts have ;-)

1. I only drink to be Anti-Social
2. Don't Keep the faith, Spread it around.
3. Always be Sincere, whether you serious or not.

I wonder from where this ppl get the liners for T-shirt.

A weekend before, me and vikas were roaming around and had a look at those FCUK - The french Connection branded ones at GK ...They were fundoo..LOUD to the extreames... ;-)

Our unamiously favorite one had

Virgins' - Search and Rescue Team

well the weekend was blasted away with 3 movies.

1. Yuva - (Hindi - Young) - Fundoo movie, nothing less was expected out of Maniratnam.
2. Hum Tum - (Hindi - We and You) - Harry meets Sally types; had a good laugh.
3. Along came Polly - Awesome, Never go on scuba diving on yr honeymoon ;-)

there are again a lot coming up and several are still pending

1. Van Helsing
2. The Day after tommorow.
3. Harry Potter - Prisoner of Azkaban
4. Shrek 2

So many movies and 3 Weddings to attend and a upcoming Release of Service Pack 1...So much to do...What do u ? Am I too busy ? Then ppl claim that I donot have much postings on my blog... ;-)

Indian Bloggers List

Indian Bloggers List

So finally got the list...So guys & gals. u can now have a listing of yr blog over there...and get all the limelight, u ever desired...and if u are of the type "Who th' hell wants limelight ?" then also u can have a look and take yr own call. ;-)

Friday, May 28, 2004

Addy Murphy's Birthday

adnan's Blog

So folks here is Happy wala Bird-Day of our own dear Addy Murphy !!!

So Addy Dear where is party Man ??

Here are my wishes on yr BIRD-DAY

On this B-day

May Thy lord surround u with upmteen SEXY Babes..{But May u can't see them only feel them )

May Thy lord fill in yr fridge yr liters of Wine and Beer ( so that we can RAID it)

May Thy lord fetch u free passes to Raddisson or Ghungroo ( take yr GF there);-) This is surely for u.

May Thy lord let yr Manager sleep for the whole week now so that u can chill out with the gang

May Thy lord fill in extra cash in yr wallet, so that u can take us to TGIF ;-)

May Thy lord succeeds in persuading u, so that u shave yr face ;-) and take a bath and change yr Sock everyday ;-) So this time we won't gift u a set of Deodourent and room freshener.. ;-)

Anyhow...Celebrate like there is no tommmorow....May Lord Shower happiness on u.

So folks !! Post yr Wishes on adnan's blog now...he will be happy to see them...

Thursday, May 27, 2004

BUPA health information - Smoking - Why do you like cigarettes?

BUPA health information - Smoking - Why do you like cigarettes?

Oh My !! So Much discussion on Smoking ...So aabove is link to what professionals say about "Why ppl like Smoking ?"

For Me reason is simple ..Here is one coming up ...Analyze this

Smoke is lighter then air. So When I smoke...It creates a buoyancy, which makes me feel lighter.
Now why Cigarette Community feel happy while lighting a cig for sbdy...Coz there is saying in the community.

Light a cig for somebody and it shall bring light to yr life. ;-)

Finally it rained

So it drizzled finally in noida...The breeze is cool ...and its raining as slow as it can....The environ and the climate around is fanatically romantic..and Here am I, sitting in the Lab...with all soughts of tunnels around me (Hey !! I am talking about VPN tunnels)...

Today I shall leave at 6...No matter what the heck happens...Its been 3 days slogging for so many hrs...

Anyhow folks....Enjoy the whether...and LIVE.

Last temple visited. Its a Buddhist Temple in Bangkok.

Game Zone View

Damned Dam

Greenest Mount I ever Saw

Well, This was the view from my office Window

Tall Buildings in Seattle

Sought of Samender

A Long Road in Seattle

Wednesday, May 26, 2004

What it took to create a woman

Sometime back I was reading 'Discovery of India-J.Nehru'.
This is quoted from it

It is a excellent illustration of what it took to create a woman.

F.W. Bain in 'The digits of moon' wrote

In the begining, when Twashtri (The Divine Artificer) came to the creation of woman he found that he exhausted his materials in the making of man and no solid elements were left.

In this dilemma, after profound meditation he did as follows;

He took the rotundity of moon, and the curves ofthe creepers,
and the clinging of tendrils, and the trembling of grass,
and the slenderness of the reed, and the bloom of flowers,
and the lightness of leaves, and the tapering of elephant's trunk,
and the glances of deer, and the clustering of rows of bees,
and the joyous gaiety of sunbeams, and the weeping of clouds,
and the fickleness of the winds, and the timidity of the hare,
and the vanity of peacock, and the softness of parrot's bosoms,
and the hardness of adamant, and sweetness of honey,
and the cruelity of tiger, and the warm glow of fire,
and the coldness of snow, and the chattering of jays,
and cooing of kokila, hypocracy of crane,
and fidelity of chakravaka, and than compounded all these together,
he made woman and gave it to man.

not a easy recepie for God even !!

Monday, May 24, 2004

Devdaas - The last Paragraph

Long ago, I read "Devdaas - Sharat Chandra". Here is the last Paragraph from the novel. Its not only the theme of the novel but also the truth of LIFE

Aap log jo kahani padenge humse hi gamgeen honge. To bhi kabhi agar Devdas jaise badnaseeb, Asayanmi (one who has no control over himself ) aur Papi se parichaye ho, to uske liye prarthna (Pray) kijiyega. prarthna kijiyega ki aur chahe jo bhi ho, uske jaisi maut (Death) kisi ki na ho. Marne ka koi gum nahin, lekin koi sneh-sparsh (touch of love) us samay uske lalaat (forehead) tak pahuche-ek bhi karuna-vigalit (compassion), snehmey (lovely) mukhra(face) dekhte hue es jivan ka ant(End) ho. Marte vaqt jisse veh kisi ki aakh mein aansoon ki ek boond dekh ker mur sake.(So that at the time of his death he can see at least a drop of Tear in the eye of someone Dear)

Here is the English Translation of the paragraph

All those who shall read this story shall be in sorrow like us. Even than if you ever get introduced to anybody as unlucky and sinner as Devdaas, than please Pray that no matter what happens, his life should not end and he should not recieve death like Devdaas. There is no grief about dying, but there should be "touch of love" over his forehead, there should be a lovely face dipped in compassion in front of his eyes when he dies. So that at the time of his death, he can see at a drop of tear in the eye of someone Dear.

[This Last line is the only truth for which a human Lives]

[This is what for which he fights his whole life "to have someone who shall Cry, when He Die"]

Saturday, May 22, 2004

Who will Cry When You Die

Well, This is 3rd of the 3 books bought last weekend. So This weekend shall be spent with these books only..3 Books and Me ;-)

I wonder Did we ever thought "Who will cry When We Die ?"

Baherhaal (Hindi - Anyhow), If the title had been "Who will die When you cry ?", it would have been more fundoo..;-)

!! I desire !!

Being at war has its own pros and cons. And Being at WAR with GOD, I sometimes feel is a real cruicial and herculean task at Hand.

But over the years I felt that GOD is equally a good Enemy as HE is a friend.

Like every war we also have pact between us which says, "Whatever GOD shall ask from me not for himself, I shall grant him that & whatever I shall ask HIM not for myself, He shall grant me that."

Here is what I desire now. (I feel HE also read my blog. Though I don't expect a comment from HIM ;-))

"2 of my friends are in urgent need of happiness. Grant them". 1 requires a handsome job and another one needs guts to marry the girl of his choice.

Tuesday, May 18, 2004

Sunsigns & Kisses

This was pretty interesting...Though its just a speculative view, but still it offers some insight in Why ;-)

Your kisses are quick and passionate fits of lustful pleasure that are there and then gone.

Your kisses linger; they are deliberate, heartfelt and they can go on and on and on.

Your kisses are interrupted by spasms of giggles, smiles and funny observations.

Your kisses are warm and tender, and you never want to let them go.

Your kisses are wild and uninhibited, biting and clawing; you expect applause for your performance.

Your kisses are so subtle and tidy, your lover only notices them once you've finished.

Your kisses are passionate and would be given only when you are seriously involved.

You skip the kiss and get straight to whatever comes next for you.

Your kisses are surprising, spontaneous affairs that leave the kissed wanting more.

Your kisses are intense moments of sublime relief from the stress of your day.

Your kisses are wet and messy, and you tend to keep your eyes open.

Your kisses are starry-eyed, amorous and long-lasting.

Monday, May 17, 2004

Guts! - Companies that Blow the Doors off Business-as-usual.

Kevin and Jackie Freiberg

2nd of the 3 books bought yesterday. This one talks about guts !! Which we all think we have But Do u really have ?

After I complete reading it I shall publish my review. Till than Guys and Gals take my word, Buy borrow or steal, but have a look at it.

Its worthed !! ;-)

3 - Julie Hilden

Julie Hilden

This book I bought yesterday. The front cover was different but was equally tempting.

Talks about threesome nights and thus the flow of human relationships.

Now, I can respite

So Finnally, My B-Day Celebration came to an end. This was the most hectic B-day I ever had...Had to give continues parties since wednesday and be in smiling and happy mood all the time.

Watched "Mein Hoon Na" Twice, first at priya on friday night and then at Waves Noida on Satuday afternoon.

BEER, cocktails, and whiskey flowed everyday to keep the Throat wet and spirits high. Friday was definately TGIF, Saturday was at Ruby's Tuesday and Sunday was at PVR and then at Twister, GK.

A lot we all chatted and a lot we all remembered together....

So folks this B-day life was both FUN and Funny together.

Saturday, May 15, 2004

Extended B-Day

So folks B-day Still continues and thus todays Blog shall appear tommorrow... Going to Waves Noida and Shall watch 50 first dates today....

Friday, May 14, 2004


So folks, its TGIF time. Leaving for Priya at 1800 hrs

I have my cubicle

I had thought about this when recession struck Indian Shores in July 2001. A round of firing happened at our premises also. But I never got time to publish or even write. Here it is now....

Last day at varsity, ppl are happy around me,
I am not, coz I don't have my cubicle.

Day 1 at Job, Met new ppl,
I am happy, coz I have my cubicle.

Induction complete, Assigned to Product,
I am happy, coz I have my cubicle.

Slogged for continuous 36 hrs, Product delivered,
I am happy, coz I have my cubicle.

Late Stays, Pizza treats, icecreams is the jargon
cholesterol rising, becoming diabetic, But
I am happy, coz I have my cubicle.

Girlfriend got married, Life is screwed,
I am happy, coz I have my cubicle.

Mom today said "Take care Son", Pop is furious, but
I am happy, coz I have my cubicle.

I can't remember the day when I relished and felt content to heart, Still
I am happy, coz I have my cubicle.

Forgot to take turns on the way to home,
I am happy, coz I have my cubicle.

Girlfriend gave birth to a child, no hopes now, But
I am still happy, coz I have my cubicle.

It's been long since I chatted with BIG BG, I hope he remembers me, Still
I am happy, coz I have my cubicle.

News is spreading, Recession is on its prowl, Worried am I, Still
I am happy, coz I have my cubicle.

Today it doomed here finally, friends are leaving,
Some are shocked, Some are afraid,
I should be happy, coz I have my cubicle.

Only lonely I felt, deep down something is broken, Someone is hurt
I am trying hard to be happy, But I am not, coz I STILL have my cubicle.

O lord !! Devil is kind than you, I am now at WAR with you
I want to be happy, I don't desire this cubicle

A Weekend before I was on the way to White Water Rafting at Rishikesh. These Purples I met on the way.

Thursday, May 13, 2004

Blog this again

Wow !! Kya Baat hai !!

Ye blog this to fundoo hai re....Just click karo link per pop up open karo and its done...

amazing thing....

But ye Pic waghera kaise ad karte hain iss per


This tunnelling philosphy is killing me.....

Just a day before got a yr older and this cruel world has engaged me to create so many tunnels across the firewalllsss....

anyhow part of the game...

So continuing with blog spirit.....Waiting for the Party I shall have on coming saturday....

Waves - Saturday, Barista, Ruby's Tuesday....what not is there....

Almost finished "The Partner" ....

Hey Bought a new Book "The last song of Dusk" ...anybody read it before....From the backpage it seems to be a good stuff to read lets see how it turns out

Blog this

Finally got easiest way to blog.....

Now u all guys and gals !!! Pray to yr lord !! Hirdu blogs are here to stay

Older Once again

Once again the Happy wala bday arrived yesterday....Received around 60 mails 27 SMS and 28 Personal calls wishing me Happy Birthday....For Me the day started at 0000 hrs midnight and still continuing.

I donno if all these calls i am getting is coz of large circle of friends or what...but anyhow part of the game...ppl ay one shud enjoy whatever comes to there way ..but even yesterday I felt so lonely I donno why...but ya today I am bit happy ....still donno y.....

there are umpteen things I donnno why they happens to me....

addy forwarded a perfect link to me on birthday....thanx addy....

Lets Go

So Folks, Here I begin....

Last yr at the same time I began writing on xanga....But some how never got use to the interface....This seems little colorful....Lets hope I remain here for a while.