Tuesday, June 21, 2005

!! Jalta hai Badan !!

Pyaas Bhadki hai, Sare Shaam se jalta hai badan...Ishq se kehdo, le aaye kahin phir se sawan....Jalta hai badan....

The oppurtunities are immense, so are the desires...and that is why "Saree shaam se jalta hai Badan"

Ppl at back home country are finding gals to get married, getting engaged, having parties, going on to a reception, venting emotions, organising night outs, planning honeymoon & eloping, settling there life, having fun, teasting, playing pranks, making all the world go round !! What the heck I am doing here.... :(

Sitting in office, making new friends, trying to subside down in culture, spending weekends at Beaches, roaming around, cooking my own food, planning my moves, learning powerplay, reading novels, watching movies, celebrating birthdays, missing home, writing blogs, mails, and letters, listening to music, preparing to go back...and what not.... !! What the heck they are doing there.....

song changes : Ishq kabhi kariyo na....

Is there anything, anybody waiting for me really other than my parents...When I was thinking about it....there were some revealations...Except for my mom, nobody is really waiting for me.

Ppl are waiting for the fun they have with me, they are waiting for the parties, I shall give them, they are waiting for the globglobbin talks, for continous chattering in my presence. They are waiting for the ease and comfort they have when I am there....

Song changes : Teri kurti sexy lagdi way....teri kurti sexy....

There are very few (less then fingures in my hand) ppl waiting for Jhappi (tight embrace) from me. Then there are several others who shall be there only for a handshake and several several others who are there for only a "Hi"

This time when I am retruning it feels as if I am too lonely....my world revolves round my mom and nobody else this time.

She wants nothing from me. She only wants to be with me for some time. She don't want any talks, any chattering, any promises, any gifts, any plans, any party....a simple no nothing. Thus and only thus I am not taking anything for her. I shall simply go to home...touch her feet and shall be with her...till the time I want.....No plans this time about holidays, travelling etc.

We shall be preparing lot of allo ke paranthe...and other goodies...

This time she has prepared for me kilos of Achar, Paapad etc etc etc....sweets and what not...I shall take all the stuff to chennai and shall work on the plan which shall makes us all live together under one roof....thats the plan when I am returning back....

so thats the only reason.....

2 comments:

  1. The most selfless person in the world can be a Mother.Go to her,spend time and goodluck for all ur plans:)

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