Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Friday, December 19, 2008
Oye ,..It's Friday...
Thursday, December 18, 2008
I will be...
Thursday, December 11, 2008
Losing Friends at Work...
Monday, December 01, 2008
WFH - Work - Fever - Home
W F H - Work Fever Home
....He eh he ...
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Call Reinit ()
The market is back to recession...as it was when I started in software industry....so I have called a reinit () and then started finding all the contacts I had lost touch....
Yesterday I was able to track three of those contacts from linkedin and today ...I was able to talk to 2 of those...and to the 3rd gtalk contact has been made...
It was such a fun to reconnect...
I was talking to 1 after 7 long years and to another after 5....but while we talked...it felt as if we never lost touch...somehow we were able to track each other somewhere...we were able to relate to each other...although many things have changed....but life underneath is still alive...that is what counts...
Rafta Rafta Nazar
dekhta hu jidhar tu hi aaye nazar
apna banale mujhe dil mein basale mujhe
tu hain meri ruhe safar
rafta rafta nazar ho gayi bekhabar
rafta rafta nazar ho gayi bekhabar - 4
dekhta hu jidhar tu hi aaye nazar
rafta rafta nazar ho gayi bekhabar
ho apna banale mujhe dil mein basale mujhe
tu hain meri ruhe safar
rafta rafta nazar ho gayi bekhabar - 4
(dilbara dilruba parda hata de tu jalwa dikha de tu
dil ke jahan mein shamma jala de tu
rehnuma sun jara dil se na mere tu ja
tere hi dhadkanon mein meri ye rehgujar)- 2
rafta rafta nazar ho gayi bekhabar - 2
(kar idhar rukh jara aaja nigaahon mein dil ki panahaon mein
dhadkan ki bahon se saanson ki raaho mein
naajni dilnashi dheere se aake sama ) - 2
mujh mein aaise rahe tu mujhko bhi na ho khabar
rafta rafta nazar ho gayi bekhabar - 4
dekhta hu jidhar tu hi aaye nazar
rafta rafta nazar ho gayi bekhabar
ho apna banale mujhe dil mein basale mujhe
tu hain meri ruhe safar
rafta rafta nazar ho gayi bekhabar - 4
Movie: Into the Wild
One of the many learning which came from this movie is
“Happiness Only Real, When Shared”
I want to keep myself reminded of it….all the time…
I watched this movie in the cab while commuting to office. It took 3 travels to finish the movie. Today morning when it got over, there were many learned thoughts, reiterated facts, a sense of sorrow on sad ending of the movie (The Protagonist dies…).
In last week I have ample number of movies….I don’t know if it was just a chance or I was destined to see all of these in sequence…
It started with Ironman, and then Just my Luck, followed by Kagaz key Phool and then Dostana in PVR, followed by Dusvedaniya at home, after which came “Into the wild”
With each movie, my thought process has been taken for a ride and suddenly I have started believing more….so guys Keep the Faith….and this brings me to my next post title….
“Living in tough, but in the most interesting times”
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
कशिश !!
फ़िर क्यूँ रात भर सोया नहीं है वो,
आख़िर क्या पिघल रहा है उसकी आंखों में,
क्यूँ जलते अंगारे निगल रहा है वो!!
चहुँ ओर से फ़िर क्यूँ आ रही है आवाजें,
हर आहट पर क्यूँ निबट रही है सासें,
आख़िर क्या लिखा है उसके सितारों में,
कि सिमट गई उसकी जमीन, और थम गया वो!!
Shall complete tonight...
Friday, November 21, 2008
Coming back to Windows Livewriter
My Laptop crashed and hundred other things happened….and finally I found out I was missing the live writer…
It’s fantastic….simple reason is I can offline, while I am sitting in the office cab for like an hour each day and each way….2 hours of blogging should be enough to blow everybody’s mind…
Most times I wanna write something and there is no connection available in sight and then when I reach home or to office there are always 100 things to do and I fail to blog…
So finally while I was finding how good is sky-drive with windows live…I found that actually I am missing live writer.. :)
Now it shall much regular posts ;) he eh he …
Going to watch Dostana with friends at 4:10 PM …same place as before ….PVR…
Saturday, November 01, 2008
Grrr!!!! Brainfused...Phonebook, Contacts, Outlook Gtalk
Friday, October 31, 2008
Movie - The Core - 2 AM Oct 31, 2008
Being a leader is not about ability, it's about Responsibility !!!
Thursday, October 30, 2008
My New Mobile - HTC Diamond
Friday, October 24, 2008
Doob Gaya Doob Key ye Choor ho gaya
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Need to learn to be on Vacation
Friday, October 17, 2008
Vacation Alert...
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Zzzzzz....
Sunday, October 05, 2008
pingbox from Yahoo 9
You can check the pingbox on my blogs left bar..send me message on yahoo instantly from here itself :) choose nicknames etc etc etc....
more on this later....it's hurried post on sunday...
Saturday, October 04, 2008
Indian Idol - ?? Nach Baliye ??, Comedy Circus ??
ये देश शायद अब गवईयों ओर नाच्कयिओं का देश बनेगा
मसखरे ही idol बनेगे हमारे
schools में students अब IIT, Medical, college में IIMs की तयारी नहीं करेंगे
बल्कि सडकों पर अब coaching institutes खुलेंगे "Wanna Crack Indian Idol....Join the new batch starting today..."
20% discount on Fees, if you can laugh like Siddhu"...
Couples will see if the other can matkayo the kamer coz the other might have chance in Nach Baliye - Jodi of the year...
What the Fuc* ???
and we call it the awakening of the nation....Awakening to what...Second hand voice of india singing the same age old composed song of mid 60's and that too in crumpled copied voice...
Sunday, September 21, 2008
Saturday Night - 1 AM - Sunday Arrived
Anyways...Finished Blind Date in the morning....Wanted in afternoon, Few good man in the evening and Wild Hogs in the night and now it's Smallville going on on Star World...
Now a days I have very little time for myself....People from around the globe want a Piece of me....or say whole of my time...and time is limited...everyday Lord mercifully grants me 24 hours only....and I need more of those...so if I sleep like a normal human being I shall miss more than 1/3rd of my life sleeping ....
so I sleep whenever it's required....Time is running out....No No Guys....I am not dying so soon.... :) I have ample time...but there are so many stuff I wanna do at the same time...and most times there are so many constraints....People around me simply chain me, and bluntly tell me, "See Hirdu, if you want to do this, then you ahve first do that...and only then you will have time to do this"...So folks...I am blackmailed every day to live ...
Wanna know who blackmails me....It my desires only...there is so much to do and so much perform...Miles to go before I sleep......
So how do I battle this limited availability....during the day...well.....I do multiple stuff at the same time....I am writing this blog while watching Smallville on Star world...and downloading Dhruv Comics and Tintin from http://www.esnips.com and at the same time I am thinking about my Tuesday Morning Meeting...in which I shall be screwing some self acclaimed Lords ...Need to prepare some logic ....some rationale for all the nonsense going around...
So this is the way....
Some might say that this way I won't be enjoying any single thing...but dear...this is only way....else I shall be loosing so much....This time I wont get fooled...I know it's hard ...but soon I shall learn to enjoy....It took great deal of time and effort for me to master this of spliting my thought process and engage it to spawn multiple threads and processes to handle all this....Now I am targeting my heart to enjoy multiple stuff ;) this shall be tricky....
Having said so much about all of it ...lemme clarify one more thought...there are still some things for which I do not split my mind...and my heart works in sync....example ....I love beer and when I have it I enjoy it to the last drop....and so many other things...I shall write about it soon...
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Saturday, September 20, 2008
Blind Dating
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Purple defined
I am getting this printed at Kodak and shall put on the wall :) Anther Crazy pic on the wall....Need to take wife for a dinner to get permission to use the wall for another crazy pic :)
Saturday, July 19, 2008
Monday, July 14, 2008
I am all okay and back to the Globe
Nothing much...I am just happy to be back ...in all senses....with new and vibrant energy....
A old receipe worked out to get em back my energy .....
Yes folks, you guessed it right... it's Lemon in life and Mother's receipe Green Chilli Pickle.
I had some new decision making done.....shall write about it...
Monday, July 07, 2008
"Get Well Soon"..Hirdu !!!
I was down with Throat Infection, Cough, Cold and High Fever since last 1 week.
Working from Home....- wow, it's okay you can be at home coz you are not okay to come to office but ...can you do this...can you send this report...hey hirdu, I was just wondering if you can find those training plans and send it across...Hirdu, what do think about these 3 candidates....list is un-ending....
At home: Aji suntey ho....Ye jara sabji chala dena....Ye lemon tea bana rahey to jara milk bhi boil ker dena...you again forgot to bring mangoes.....ye merey liye bhi Glucose laa do...
Oh Lord....Few People spoke on phone, some on chat....but no body was caring enough to even send in at least 1 "Get Well Soon" Wishes or a simple e-card....
I remember there were the days, when these e-cards use to be like butter and toast....you can find them everytime..everywhere....now forget about Archies Cards...People do not even drop a single line email...
So today I got blunt...Sent out a pic of mine to all alive humans I knew and asked them to send me the "Get Well Soon Wishes" he he he....
Humney socha...
Shayad khuda na maaney bina dekhe "Get Well Soon" wishes...
ab 2nd line nahin aa rahi hai....aakhir hum bhi insaan hai, humko bhi Zukaam and Bukhaar hota hai...
Ab bus blog ka sahara hai....Send me you wishes folks...I need it...
Saturday, July 05, 2008
ए खुदा
मेरी चादर को मेरे पाँव जितनी लम्बी कर दे
Aye Khuda, bus meri itni si dua qubool kar ley
Meri chadar ko mere paanv jitni lambi kar dey
Sunday, June 29, 2008
Prisoner of my Cubicle
Today in 2008, here is part-2 of it, resonating the instincts, the thoughts i had in 2004, while I wrote "I have my cubicle". I knew that in future years, I shall reach a place and I 'll force myself to write "Prisoner of the cubicle".
In 2004 itself I knew that soon I shall have reciprocal, shall have antonyms written all over the soul of cubicle.
There is feel of Joy across, But I am sad,
'coz I am the Prisoner of my Cubicle.
.....more to be written
Sunday, June 22, 2008
For whom/what/why we work !!!
That's it folks....
We work for ourselves....We work for our own happiness, We work coz fire to work comes from within....
No external motivation is needed for us to work...We actually work coz work exists...and there exists tremendous desire within ourselves to finish it....
We do not work for money coz पैसे के लिए तो Prostitutes काम करती हैं ...
If I quote from Sarkaar-Raj - पॉवर प्लांट के लिए पैसा चाहिए, पैसे के लिए पॉवर प्लांट नहीं ... - Simple analogy to life.... जीने के लिए पैसे कि जरूरत हो सकती है, पैसे के लिए जीना नहीं है ...
So folks that is how I summarize myself in interviews and in real life too....
Thursday, June 19, 2008
Woh Bhooli Daastan lo phir yaad aa gayi
They don't know what it means, when you take "Panga" with Hirdu.....
...I think I need to be back with my Signature "Devil's Advocate".
So guys, since you donot want me to change....I am back....
Hirdu is back with same "No Regret", "No Mercy" Attitude.
Sunday, June 15, 2008
Mini Me Versus Multi Me
Multi Me is term coined by Me. He is again a funtastic character. I shall become him...
So folks ....To be successful....Improve yourself.
It's not "Mini Me" ....The game is about being "Multi Me"
More on what I exactly mean here to come....till then think more onto it
Monday, June 09, 2008
Akhirkaar
अभी तो बस इतना ही कि
इतनी शिद्दत से तुझे पाने कि चाहत की है
कि सारी काएनत ने तुझसे मिलाने की साजिश कि है
और पिक्चर अभी बाकी है मेरे दोस्त...
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Itni shiddat sey tujhey paaney ki chahat ki hai
ki saari kayenaat ney tujhsey milaaney ki saajish ki hai
and Picture abhi baaki hai mere dost...
Saturday, June 07, 2008
Hasinon ka kafila
Not Original...Somebody forwarded....
HASINAON KA KAAFILA MAZJID KI TARAF JA RAHA THA,
HUMNE APNI TARAF BULA LIYA,
HUM TO BARBAD HO CHUKE THEY,
LEKIN KHUDA KO BARBAD HONE SE BACHA LIYA
Rock & Roll: Bol Baby Bol
Dil mein bus jaaney dey mujhko dil key sab darwaze khol...
What else anybody wants....Just the open doors to love and happiness...so folks lets open them now...why wait for valentine or something....
Aankhon sey kar baatein ....Bol nazar ki boli bol
Wow ...what a thought....Let the eyes do the talking and let your vision speak it out....incredible....folks try it sometime...with anybody around...be it the gal at reception, be it your boss, the manager, the collegue, wife, friend, girlfriend, boyfriend...even the damn auto wala on street....the sheer power of being able to talk eye to eye :) you shall be floored with joy....
Saari cheezon ka hai mol, pyar mohabbat hai unmol....
That's the way life is actually and this is what counts,...this is what matters...whats the use of money in the bank or the CC limit....The real joy is to be with somebody who loves you :) Incase there is nobody...love thyself....Lord has created thy in perfection....you were born out of fastest and the best sperm that reached the egg before the million others...
The sum of all fears on this 7th Day of June 2008 is ...that
THE TIME IS NOW....ENJOY...THIS DAY SHALL NEVER ARRIVE AGAIN
....LIVE...LIFE...TILL THE DAYS HAVE ALL SUNSHINE....
Friday, June 06, 2008
!! My favourite Song lyrics !!
Mera dil dhadka kisi ki nazar ke liye....and from the same song...tu masiha mohabbat ke maaro ka hai...
Dil cheez kya hai aap meri jaan lijiye...
Humne tumko dekha, tumne humko dekha....
Neele Neele amber pe chand jan aaye....
Ye duniya agar mill bhi jaye to kya hai....
Kasme vaade pyar vafa sab baatein hai baaton ka kya...
Hai apna dil to awara na jaane kiss per aayega...
!! Wait & Hope !!
Tuesday, June 03, 2008
Appraisal
Appraisal के नाम पर एक लम्बी आह भरते हैं,
chaliye ab hum is "dukhad" kahani ki shuruat karte hain,
हमेह्सा की तरह 10 बजे ठुमकते हुए office आया,
11 बजे तक नाश्ता किया और बारह बजे तक mail ही पढ़ पाया ,
हमेशा की तरह आज भी मुझे आलस आ रहा था ,
और मेरा PM मुझे तिरछी निगाहों से देख -देख गुस्सा रहा था,
मैं बड़े concentration के साथ एक "Careful" mail पढ़ रहा था,
तभी देखा मेरे PM ke नाम का नया mail कोने मैं blink कर रहा था,
फिर कोई traini n g attend करनी होगी,ये क्या बकवास है,
क्या reply मैं लिख दूँ की मेरे mailbox का उपवास है?
मैंने आँखें बंद की और 10 bar "om" "om" bola,
और प्रणाम karate huye मैंने वो मेल खोला,
PM के इस s मेल मैं एक अजीब सा सुकून और भोलापन है,
likha है भाइयों appraisal letters आ गए,अब तो one -to-one hai,
मॅन मैं ऐसे बुरे बुरे ख्याल आ रहे थे ,
ऊपर से कुछ लोग मेरे"de-appraisal" की गन्दी affwah उड़ा रहे थे,
PM को letter लाते देख हर कोई useदेखता जाता है,
जैसे mallika के किसी नए गाने को देखा जाता है,
आखिर वो वक़्त आया,PM ने एक एक kar sabako ander बुलाया,
जो भी अंदर जाता हँसता हुआ जाता,
जो बहार आता,मुरझाया hua aata,
बहार आ कर इंसान संभल भी नहीं पता है,
की "कितना हुआ kitna मीला"हर कोई उसपे टूट जाता है,
किसी एक को appraisal मैं 2000 rupaye मिले थे , मैं उसकी हंसी उड़ा रहा था ,
तभी मैंने देखा मेरा PM इशारे से मुझे अंदर बुला रहा था ,
मैं confidence से उठा और आगे कदम बढाया ,
तभी मेरी belt का buckle टूट के नीकल आया ,
मेरी हालत तो अभी से ही बुरी हो गयी ,
साला इज्ज़त उतरना तो यही से शुरू हो गयी ,
मैं अंदर पहुंचा और PM ने मुझे बिठाया ,
उसने मेरा letter पढा और वो हंसी रोक न पाया ,
वोह इतना हंसा की usse आंसू आ गए ,
क्या मेरे appraisal digits usse इतने भा गए ,
जैसे ही उसने appraisal letter मेरी तरफ बढाया ,
मेरी आँखों के आगे घनघोर अँधेरा छाया ,
मुझे लगा जैसे मेरे dil की दीवार को किसी ने गोबर से पोता है ,
अरे यार "बीस rupaye" ? ये भी कोई increment होता है ?
ये software indusrty है , अखाडा नहीं है ,
ये "SALARY INCREMENT" है , दादर आने -जाने का भाडा नहीं है ,
मेरे चारों तरफ कलि घटा छायी ,तभी मेरे PM की soothing आवाज़ आई ,
तुम सोच रहे होगे के company mgmt का दिमाग
फिर गया है ,
पर बेटा हम क्या करें , dollar का bhav 2 rupaye जो gir गया है ,
पर फिर भी मुझे लगता है , ये letter fake है ,
मुझे तो लगता है ये printing mistake है,
तुम HR मैं जाओ ,और ये confirm करके आओ ,
भाई HR मैं जाने के लिए तैयार होना पड़ता है ,
वही तो ऐसी जगह है जहाँ सुंदर लड़कियों से पला पड़ता है ,
shitt!! जहाँ "Renuka " बैठी है , आज वहां बैठा "Aftab" hai,
मैं समझ गया बेटा , आज अपना luck ही ख़राब है ,
उसने मेरा letter खोला ,और खुश हो के बोला ,
वो बोला sir आप के लिए खुशखबरी है ,
आप के letter ने "Printing mistake" पकड़ी है ,
मैंने कहा boss अब देर न लगाएं ,
और मुझे मेरा actual amount बताएं ,
sorry sir ये mistake just by एक्सीडेंट है ,
बीस rupaye नहीं , दो rupaye आप का increment है ,
मैं क्या करूं आप को ये बताते हुए मेरा dil रो रहा है ,
पर क्या करें dollar का भाव भी तो कम हो रहा है ,
मैं बस वहाँ खडा था ,कुछ समझ नहीं आ रहा था ,
मुझसे ज्यादा increment तो security वाला पा रहा था ,
मैंने खुद को संभाला , खुद को उठाया ,
मैं लौटा और सीधे PM के पास आया ,
मैं सीधा उसके केबिन गया और दरवाज़ा खोला ,
इस से पहले की वो बोले , मैं ही उस से बोला ,
sir ये पैसे वापिस ले लीजिये , बात करना फीजूल है,
मैं गरीब हूँ,पर भीख नहीं लेता ये मेरा उसूल है|.