I don't know what a pear tastes like to you

Another simple dialogue in "City of Angels". Isn't it a amazing to understand this?

I know what a pear tastes to me, but how shall I know, how a pear tastes to you.

Some might not care if it is of any importance to know what something feels like to somebody else who is as human as they are.

But dear I tell you it really makes huge difference, if you can just feel a bit, know a little bit more of it.

It shall create the difference forever.

so folks, next time when you are out with somebody at the beach in the night, just ask how the waves feel like when they roll over, how the breeze smoothens the heart, how the stars twinkle the eyes, how the sense of togetherness smells like...Just a bit...more and then thy shall never forget the differnce in the night forever.

And then thy shall Hear the Music in Sunrise.

Stand a while with someone and even if alone stand a while in rain, the fragrance with each drop falling on your head shall make the difference forever and before you could imagine, the angels around you shall make you dance with love, joy and delight shall be thy neighbour.

anyhow ...another movie to watch is A walk in the clouds...watch it and thy shall feel the difference forever.

Tommorow shall be another new day...the day shall begin as usual and I shall be going to watch "Basic Instincts 2 and Darna Zaroori hai" back to back.

Another post shall be needed to ....you know what I wanna say...

All I need is U

Fundooest Forward of the day
Direct Dil Se

Kisi roz

Yun he nahin koi kisi ko khuda keh deta,
Yun he nahin koi kisi ke intezar mein umar guzar deta,
kuch to choo ker chala jata hai sahil ko kisi roz
Nahin to samundar her leher saahil per yun he nahin utaar deta.

!! You take charge of your team coz you never had a leader in your own life. !!

This is a simple dialogue in "Mindhunters" but ultimate deep one.
How many of us realise it? We all are always in search of mentor and then one day we realise that there is no one around and ppl are looking up to you to be mentored...and then suddenly you become the ONE ...you become the ONE LEADER for all times to come.

For some this comes like a gift and for some it becomes a curse...
The sheer pressure of being a leader kills them day by day and then one day they wanna to sit back in corner...they wanna move in solitude and rest a while...but the curse of being a leader brings them back again to the foray and then they lead on...

The anxiety to perform each time, the expection to make that long awaited change, slowly and slowly poisons the natural flow of being alive and finally they themselves unknowingly transform into that Old Baniyan Tree, around which people come, rest for a while, sometimes appreciate the vastness but can never feel or even have glance of the pain of being alone; standing in solitude ...

Unable to move, they respire the very breath of greatness spun around them and thus day by day loose upon the phenomenon of being Alive.

Humko deewana ker gaye, Shaadi se Pehle and Banares

Three Movies ...two weekends....in reverse order....

Humko deewana ker gaye finally ends the turmoil, the confusion and dilemma of Hubby & wife spun in the thread of matrimony which started from "Woh Saat Din" - One of the early movies of Anil kapoor, Padmini Kolhapuri & Nasrudeen Shah - of Prem Pratap Patiyale wale fame, got a bit matured in "Hum Dil de chuke sanam" - starring lovely Aishwarya, Silly Salman, & Passionate Ajay Devgon.

Finally at last the hubby in "Hum Deewana...." is able to break those so named eternal thread of MangalSutra..terminate the Marriage and then force upon the ending which ppl wanted to see from so long...
Songs are beautiful....and Katrina as always ravishingly beau.... :)

Shadi se pehle was too gorgeous and too comic to miss....the dialogue were amazing...Bomen Irani is superb and Rajpal yadav matches him frame by frame....Again Ayesha Takia is ravishingly beau...but only a single song was picturised on her... :) again a lovely evening spent....after too much of shopping in between Banares and Shaadi se Pehle...Enjoyed every single moment of spent that saturday....After such a long time it came though....

Banares was something to be watched with the understanding that one believes in life after death...in case you find it amusing then the movie is no go....but the scenes around Ganges and city of Banares is beautiful to watch...for me it was paisa wasool coz I was one of the front seaters :) Y the heck watch the movie in premium or elite class when you have to watch it alone...

Whole day was sth like movie...round of shopping and then again a movie :) and then...come back home to realise that beautiful and cool breeze is blowing around the beach ...so again spend an hour roaming at beach :)

Bay of Bengal really sometimes gives eerie feeling....it's so near....
Anyhow....

May the 12 is on they way

So folks....another year has gone by and I am gonna be another year older....on the coming May 12...

O lord !!! There is so much to plan and to do....

Last Year I was in US and all lonely only feeling gobbled me...A year before last year had so many rounds of parties....that I for months I was paying up my CC bills....

But last year bhi gift kuch costly ho gaya tha...anyhow...iss baar thoda dhayan rakhenge....Shall try to reduce the expense....but Kya expense reduce honge....Janta has already booked places and decided over the Menus and all.....

Anyhow...I have to decide on Gift to Myself....There are few choices.... :(

Moving to Reliance postpaid connection this month shall one of the change I am bringing about in my lifestyle ..Never been on a postpaid ...lets see how it goes...then there was a Wardrobe revamp happened 2 weeks back... a lot of gifts bought to be distributed to happenings round the year....and then there was Gold Buying event :)

Anyhow this Share Market is also going haywire....spending some time to understand underlying theorums and lets me also see if creating wealth out of wealth results in some joy or not...

and then too much effort is going in planning for the marriage also...this is killing me actually...too much of pressure around and some how I donot wanna get married but kya karein...sabhi shaadi ker rahein hain...even the blogworld is getting ....married it seems...

and then there is too much of Predicting stuff is going on...somehow whatever I am predicting for others is all becoming TRUE and I am getting afraid of it....but don't know why whenever I go to predict for myself... I somehow never get any feel for myself.... Arrey yaar 4 logon ki shaadiyan predict ho gayi... 6 logon ke job switch...bahut saari janta ka time kharaab theek ho gaya .... ab mein kya karon usme... :(

Oh lord.....Desire to go to Bangkok in May...but don't know how to manage that....ppl have to join the trip from Pune and Noida ...and all has to be moved and initiated by me :( another planning commission...

kher ....iss sabke beech hoga apna B-Day... and Let's Celebrate it like never before and settle everything....

Thought Generated

If you are about to get bankrupt tommorow, why not get today itself, so that you donot have anything to worry about in the night... - This is the conclusion generated in talks held with a Married Guy and Married Gal in Office....

Baaki kal bataey hain

sarfaroshi ki tamanna ab hamarey Dil mein hai

From a long time I desired to post this...But never got time...Now I shall be posting all that has been in drafts and was churning in my mind from the time I saw Rang de Basanti...

Yesterday I watched Rang De Basanti Again and captured the monologue...and then it took 2 hours to appropriately... Enjoy....

sarfaroshi ki tamanna ab hamarey Dil mein hai
Dekhna hai zor kitna bazoonye Kaatil mein hai

Now my heart desires to get my head beheaded
lemme also see what steel flows in sinews of my assasin

karta nahin kyun doosra kuch baatcheet
dekthka hoon mein jisse chup teri mehfil mein hai

None other than me, opens mouth for a dialogue
whomsoever I look has his lips stiched in thy revelry

Aye Shaheedey mulk-O-Millat, mein tere uper nisar
ab teri himmat ka charcha gair ki mehfil mein hai

Aye Martyr (Shaheedey Mulk-O-Millat), let my heart & soul for you,
Now Even the unknown revelries echo with thy name

Waqt aaney de bata denge aye tujhe O Aasman
Hum abhi se kya batayein kya hamare Dil mein hai

Let the time come and we shall even invade the skies
Why should we verbalize what's there in our hearts.

kheech ker laayi hai sabko Qatl hone ki umeed
Aashiqon ka aaj Jumghat koochayein Qatil mein hai

Hope of being assisnated has finally pulled everybody,
finally alas ! there fanatics are swarming in Gardens of assasins.

Emotional Breakdowns

A friend of mine forwarded this to me ...claiming it to be some general stuff....and I found it too good for not to be posted on the blog ...so here it is folks...

They are like chicken-pox for some
After once they don’t come
At the time they are strenuous
But incidence and vaccination is simultaneous

For some they are like common cold
Every change of season they’ll take your hold

With changing intensity they linger all the time
Like an allergic miner in a dusty coal mine

They overwhelm you with sensations unknown
Cripple with obsessive thoughts when you are alone

Nothing soothes, twitching legs don’t let you sleep
Heavy head, nauseous like standing in the swamp knee-deep

Time like you know altogether changes
Seconds are hours, hours are days, days are endless

Float my dear, The fog will clear!
The wounds will heal now so severe

That's the way life is float....float....thats what I am learning...

Soon to post how I am recollecting myself...It's a hectic and fatiguing affair...but it's damn neccessary for my psyche...

Reaching Hyderabad on Good Friday

So folks ...shall be in Hyderabad for the weekend...

This time no flights....nothing like a high flyer....shall be a simple genuine....Poor Software engineer...travelling by Train in Sleeper Class :)

College time ki yaadein taaza ho jayengi... :)

After a very long time I shall be travelling in Sleeper Class.... 8 Years :)....


Challo Phir shall be posting the Experience...

!! May You live in interesting Times..!!

Saw this interesting line in the profile of "Ekta's blog Once upon a time...."...It tickled a bit ...coz longtime back somebody else said it to me, though in different tone and way...but anyhow....

It poses a thought...Are we living in Interesting times ?

What do you say ?

Well, my answer is Yes, we are living in interesting time....there is always so much interesting happening aroung us and we are so much involved into it that we ourselves become transparent to it...any how there was a story that is supposed to be written along...

I shall write it out for you soon...

Finally began the journey to reach my OWNSELF

Finally at last, yesternight was full of events...and desires which were longed to be fullfilled...

After a long time I spent my time to do what I want, the way I want...

Shall be telling in reverse order...

This is the outcome of 5 hours from 0000 Hours to 0500 hrs in night...Yes I have started a print edition of the blog :)
The pic on left is the 1st page of it...


This pic on the right is 2nd page...It took full five hours to finalise the outlook and this Msword is again a puzzle for me to put in so much formatting and styles to do it...Oh Lord ...what a night it became....

Continuously, listened to songs...thought on how, why, what to put into it and then move ahead...

Tell me how it looks like...

The night started as usual around 9 PM with the desire to bring up the kitchen in working order...

It took full 1 hour to clean up the basics of it and start ahead...hmmm what shall be menu for dinner was a million dollor question...no zeal to prepare chapatis (Roti or parantha)...so the next option was Rice...but then what shall be the curry...Dal seemed to be crappy idea...okay so shall move ahead with Shimla Mirch ...wow...another one of my favourites...

So you can see how much effort it takes to start the first chopping and stuff and then there is a effort to keep the room clean and tidy also...

How much can you expect a Bachelor to have food of his choice :) But anyhow I am not the one complaining...It might be the neighbours who listened to the hindi songs till 5 in morning :)


Well...well...well...Finally at last the all was cut chopped and ready to cook....This time cooking took too much time...actually I proactively fried the tomatoes along with the onions together...which made it difficult for potatoes and other stuff to cook...so whats the rescue...

Well ...rescue is kitchen's wonder utensil...Presurre Cooker...Put everything into it and take 2 whistles.. :) In the Heat of Chennai when humans are getting boiled on roads...ye to phir bhi vegetative stuff hai :)


Anyhow...finally at last for 2 hours of fight in the kitchen...this is the outcome...My Favourite Shimla Mirch and Rice...

Waise for a bachelor living alone in a 2 BHK home it really needs lot of passion to cook food for himself...and then relish it with grace and then praise his own culinary skills :)

Anyhow...after this dinner only, creative juices started to flow and I came up with an idea of having a print edition of the blog....kafi time and dimaag lag gaya usme...

Kher us per bhi updates denge...waise folks..after whole template and everything was done I came to know that I have "Microsoft Publisher" already installed on my Lappy ....Grrrr.....1 Ghante ke kaam ke 5 ghante....and koi ghanta bhi nahin tha ghar mein ....

Kher ...Kya kehte ho ek hirdu Recipe section start ker dein ... :) every body can come and post there recipes :) to anything...

In chennai at last

10 days of too much travel almost killed me ....Pics to be posted and lot to be written....It seems ppl have been posting @speed of light.....koi nahin...I shall make up for that tmmm.