Jaaney Kyun

So folks after a long time :)

Many of you must be wondering where the heck, what the heck...so for your reading pleasure here it is...

Wanted to write it all along from past few months but it never happened, thus this post again shall be a collection of random thoughts...

After coming from from US, I again started to travel around to meet my aquaintances, friends, relatives and alike... O Lord what a hectic task it is ....

Travelled to Hyderabad...in train...sleeper class....alone...I felt like After around 4-5 years I am travelling in Sleeper Class for a overnight journey...arrey ek baar aur gaya tha train mein koi 1 saal pehle ....but that was with friends to kerala to attend a wedding....anyhow so folks there I was thinking all alone to travel in Train all night to Hyderabad....but lo and behold...aisa bhi kabhi hua hai ki hum ho and koi gum ho :)...so humney uss safar mein bhi yaar dost bana liye....and then night transformed from a lonely night to the night of infinite pleasure with folks around whom I met on board, all night chatting, smoking, laughing all along the night.

The highlight of that journey was a 7 min chat with a father who was travelling with his young son from coimbatore to some small village near hyderabad. They were about to board down around 4 AM. As usual the Father woke up around 3:30 am so that they do not miss the destination. At that time while his son was arguing that it still 30-35 min and why the heck he was woken up before it, I had a short chat with the Father. There and then I realised,"How difficult it is to be a Father!!!". Seven minutes of chat made me realise, The Sense and Sensability of being responsible as a Father. A Father can never pamper his son as a Mom, but He always have to have a strong will to support the Family and the son till the last breath he breathes. I salute him. He had questions in his eyes, asking me about my relationship with my father. He had clear directions in his heart teaching me to be a Father of Substance some day. In those 7 minutes he taught me, "Son, Someday thy shall be a Father, and that day, and that very day thy shall have to stand besides for somebody, who is created out of your blood and soul, for whom you cannot weap but for whom you always have to stand like a Father." The phenomenon of being a Father thy shall understand then.

Anyhow....tavelled to Bangalore a couple of times after that. Bangy is really a place to chill out...relax and enjoy the time spent there.

Had a little bit tensionous life for few days last week and a week before that...for different reasons ;) anyhow things seems to settle down a bit and thus today, I enjoyed again the Movie named "DIL CHAHTA HAI"...as I am writing this post another wonderful friend of mine is enjoying the movie in Noida on TV, and for him I am watching the movie on my Lappy ...

kher a lot has to be witten about the lessons learnt ;) here is the Latest Argument learnt.

People shall come to you sometime cribbing about the kinda work they are doing in the company, I face this kinda thing regularly, People come to me asking all sought of tasks and probs...for them My argument is .... Dear !!! There should be nothing against the type of work you are doing and no use of cribbing about it....Do you best to complete the tasks...coz

"Kaam to Bhagwan Krishna ko bhi theek nahin mila tha, Itna Bada Mahabharat ka Yudh hua aur woh Ghode Haankte rahe...But he never cribbed :)"

"Even the Lord Krishna never got the work of pleasure or of great dignity, Great War of Mahabharat happened and he was just Driving the chariot whole time...He never cribbed, but He made all the difference"

!~! Kya Karon Mein Ab !~!

A friend sent it to me :) It was too good to not to be posted ....so enjoy....

Kyu rakhu main ab apni kalam mein syahi,
Jab koi arman dil me machalta hi nahi ,

Na jane kyu sabhi shak karte hai mujh par,
Jab koi sukha phool meri kitab mein milta hi nahi ,

Kashish to bahaut thi mere pyar mein magar
Kya karu koi pathar dil pighalta hi nahi ,

Agar khuda mile to us se apna pyar mangunga
Par suna hai wo marne se pehle milta hi nahi...

I don't know why?

I still don't know it is too difficult, almost next to impossible.

Yes Folks...I accept that i never Forgive or Forget. Anything, Anywhere, Anybody, Any deed....

It makes my life a bit tense....Now a days I am try to Forgive & Forget but....

I think it is something to do with my being a taurean....anyhow...whatever happens I shall try not do much harm...and try to cool myself down...else...Somebody is gonna hurt....very bad....really very bad...

anyhow...Let's us all pray for the aquaintances who are about to move in enemy territory....Let us pray I move out and forget....before I start taking actions....

anyhow...going to chill out this weekend.... :) where....again Bangy....this time...too much of everything....coz....Few People know .... that I am submerged in Joy for the reasons I know...:)

MEC Phase 1 Complete

Finally atlast MEC Phase 1 is Complete. I am quite happy and delighted :)

Once this is complete I shall explain it all....

Now MENCR is to begin...

Fanaa - Doosri baar Dekhna hai Gunah

E Khuda Aaj Ye Faisla Karde,
Use Mera Ya Mujhe Uska Karde.
Bahut Dukh Sahe He Maine,
Koi Khusi Ab Toh Muqadar Karde.

Bahot Muskil Lagta Hai Usse Duur Rehna,
Judai Ke Safar Ko Kum Karde.
Jitna Duur Chale Gaye Woh Mujhse,
Use Utna Kareeb Karde.
Nahi Likha Agar Nasib Me Uska Naam,
To Khatam Kar Ye Zindagi Aur Mujhe Fanaa Karde.

Tere Dile Mein Meri Saanson Ko Panah Mil Jaaye
Tere Ishq Mein Meri Jaan Fanaa Ho Jaayeā.

Ankhen To Pyar Me Dilki Zuban Hoti Hai,
Sachi Chahat To Sada Bezuban Hoti Hai,
Pyar Mai Dard Bhi Mile To Kya Gabrana,
Suna Hai Dard Se Chahat Aur Jawan Hoti Hai....

Phool Hun Gulaab Kaā?
Chameli Ka Mat Samjhnaā?
Aashiq Hun Aapkaā?
Apni Saheli Ka Mat Samjhnaā

Dur Humse Jaa Paoge Kaise,
Humko Bhool Paoge Kaise.
Hum Who Khushbu Jo Saanson Mein Utar Jaye, Khud Apni Saanxon Ko Rok Paoge Kaise..

Bekhudi Ki Zindagi Hum Jiya Nahi Karte,
Yun Kisika Ka Jaam Hum Piya Nahi Karte.
Unse Kehdo Mohabbat Ka Izhaar Aakar Khud Karein,
Yun Kisika Peecha Hum Nahin Karteā

Rone De Tu Aaj Hamako Tu Aankhe Sujane De
Baho Me Lele Aur Khud Ko Bheeg Jane De
Hai Jo Seene Me Quaid Dariya Wo Chut Jayega
Hai Itana Dard Ki Tera Daman Bheeg Jayega..

Tere Dil Mein Meri Saanson Ko Jagah Mil Jaaye
Tere Ishq Mein Meri Jaan Fanaa Ho Jaaye
Adhoori Saans Thi Dhadkan Adhoori Thi Adhooren Ham
Magar Ab Chaand Poora Hain Falak Pe Aur Ab Pooren Hain Ham

Kahte hai Muhabbat main Neend udd jati hai,
Kash ke hame bhi ishque ho jaye,
Kambakht aajkal neend bahut aati hai.