Friday, May 06, 2005

Man Doley - Neha Nagpal

Listened this song long time back on MTV etc...and today again several times, the thing I liked about was the voice of the Singer, the added lyrics in English and the fusion music.

What I am wondering about is that even after listening to it so many times, I am still not able to figure out the exact lyrics of English invloved...Something is wrong with my comprehension....or I have very bad english vocab and compre skills

So folks I wanna you too help me out....Listen to the Song and post in the English involved.

You might be having the album with you, incase you dont then here is the link to listen online.

http://www.musicindiaonline.com/l/10/s/album.969/

Song is Man Doley - Title song (7th in the list)

Thursday, May 05, 2005

Citizen EcoDrive - Blue Angels - Model JR3090-58L



This is the Birthday Gift, I bought for myself. Happy wala B'day to arrive on May 12, 2005.

Last year there was so much that happened on my B'Day, I celebrated it for whole week, there was something or the other each day. Last Year all parties etc (NO GIFT :( costed around Rs. 16,000/-

This time this watch costed around $ 475 :) Smart na :)

Bahut ersa ho gaya sune hue

Bahut lamba ersa (time) ho gaya Nimnlikhit (following) shabdon ko sune hue.

Nalayak (Good for nothing), Baherhaal , Kher (Anyhow), Rukhsat, Shabba-kher, Kintu, Paruntu, Santu, Uddeyshaya (Motto), Varan, Varishth, Sanskaar, Neech, Dusht, Moorakh, Zaleel, Vyagra, Chap-laa, Chappal, Feeta, Akhbaar (Newspaper), Naari, Sukhad, Nuksaan, Pichattar (75), Raakh, Angithi, Salwatein, Khwaish, Vazib, Mehfooz.

Nimnlikhit hain kuch Sambodhan (Ways to Address), jinhe bahut samay se nahin suna.

Janaab, Mahashay, Mahoday, Kibla, Moh-tarma, Huzoor

There are lot more...shall write them some other time...abhi to itne he yaad aaye....

!! Mein kyun dukhi hua !!

Jaane kyun Friday April 29, 2005 se May 3, 2005 tak beech beech mein, main aise he dukhi hota raha, Kuch khaas events nahin the ki jin per dukhi hua jaye, but pata nahin kyun....

kher kuch kuch funde bhi hote rahe....like...

Friday - My 2 GB USB Stick went blank, I tried all techie stuff I could google on but still its dead - Loss of around $ 125

Saturday Sunday kuch theek gaya Seattle mein, but wahan bhi beech beech senti hota raha,

Kher Monday aaya, Savere Savere Flight pakadni thi, Airport per mera Naya Zippo Collector Lighter le liya Security walon ne :( 40 $ yahan gaye .....

Din mein USB stick ke chakker mein R & D Center khol liya, koi fayada nahin hua :( and Shaam ko Gobhi (Cabbage) kaatne gaye dinner ke liye and left hand ki Middle fingure mein "Strike of the Killer Knife" ho gaya :(.

By God !! Kya jor jor dard ho raha tha, jhat se ungli muh mein daali...phir Savlon, thanda paani, Bandaid....Grrr !! Uper wale ko khoob saari gaaliya...and then jo kuch bhi banaya....kha liya....

Tuesday Night dinner ke liye Bread garam kerne gaye tave per, and instead Jal gayi Left hand ki index fingure....hey bhagwan....phir se fight ...thanda paani....too much of thanda paani....kher ....
Is baar Medical aid mein Burnol lana bhool gaya....kher chalta hain....

Anyhow....dekhte hain aaj Wednesday kya gul khilata hai....

waise I have been observing for few years that my Luck flows in a period of 15 days...sth associated with the cycles of the moon....
for 15 days it shall rise to glory and then start falling and then rise again....anyhow....

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

!! Pehle to Kabhi Kabhi Gum Tha !!

Listened this umpteen times yesterday....

Best of Altaaf Raja - http://www.musicindiaonline.com/l/10/s/album.3140/singer.484/

Last paragraph is incredible...There is loss for everything for the protagnist of the song and the female alaap in between the song is enough to tear the heart....Just think of the gal who was in love with this guy and had to marry somebody else.....and then listen to the song again....

"Pyar maohabbat ke kisse bekar hue, jab dekha to dil ke tukde hazar hue

Pehle to kabhi kabhi gum tha, Ab to her pal he teri yaad satati hai,
Ab to her pal he teri yaad satati hai,
Pehle to kabhi kabhi gum tha, Ab to her pal he teri yaad rulati hai, Ab to her pal he teri yaad Rulati hai,

Pehle to kabhi kabhi gum tha, Magar ye dard ye judai hai her ghadi ab...
Pehle to kabhi kabhi gum tha, Magar ye daag ye judai hai her ghadi ab...

Mein tujhse kaise kahon ye bata, ke teri yaad ke sahare jee raha hoon
Mein tujhse kaise kahon ye bata, ke gum ke aasonon ko khud he pe raha hoon
Mein tujhse kaise kahon ye bata, Na maar dale teri ye bewafai Mujhko...
Mein tujhse kaise kahon ye bata, Na maar dale teri ye judai mujhko

Bata de mujhko bawafa ye, mein teri yaad kab tak khada rahoonga
Bata de mujhko bawafa ye , tere dar per yun kab tak pada rahoonga
Bata de mujhko bawafa ye, tu mujhko kab talak aise he rulayega
Bata de mujhko bawafa ye, tu kab talak apna na banayega

Ae pagli tu kyun ro rahi hai, ke gum to mujhko uthana hai judai ka, ke gum to mujhko uthana hai judai ka
Ae pagli tu kyun ro rahi hai, tere liye to saman hai ye sehnai ka, tere liye to saman hai ye sehnai ka
Ae pagli tu kyun ro rahi hai, Ganv chhodna hai mere muqaddar mein, Ganv chhodna hai mere muqaddar mein
Ae pagli tu kyun ro rahi hai, umr gujregi ab meri ye safar mein, umr gujregi ab meri ye safar mein"

!! Aur Is tereh Mein thodi thodi jindagi jee gaya !!

Akhir kaise pahucha mein Jindagi jeete hue yahan.....

Phir se nostalgic wali post likh raha hoon....I have been seen as a happy go lucky guy across the globe and ppl unanimously conform to the fact that they find in me a very natural, alive and true guy.

  • Kya mein vastav mein aisa he hoon ?
  • Kya sachi muchi "Hirdu" utna he khush hota hain, jitna ki woh muskurata hua dikhta hain?
  • Is Life really Beautiful?
Aakhir kanha kanha batore maine sukh ke pal and kahan kahan raha gumgeen?

Chalo phir kuch kuch bata he deta hoon...All thoughts are random w.r.t the Time Frame.

Life was Never Beautiful ! It use to take a real effort to have a honest smile in a day. I use to expect so much from myself, from my friend circle, from all the people around me, from parents, from the LORD himself.

Slowly and slowly over the period of year I carved out myself, stopped expecting anything from anybody and Lo !! & Behold !! I was happy.

The moments I remember are :
  • Organising a School Reunion after 6 long years of attending Farewell at School named "Sparsh." - It took us only a minute to conceive the idea at a local Dhaba in Ghaziabad and then around 4 months of Planning and Organising. Around 300 Mails of length of 100 words to 1000 words were exchanged. Ppl Got Senti when they attended, I Cried coz of too much of Euphoria. I was elated coz of sheer joy and sense of togetherness involved.
  • Celebrating Onset of New Year with the Gang at Gurgaon - The days were doomed, and nights use to loom around in those horror years of Recession. One of my best friend was in Combat with his destiny. Me along with another friend of mine rode on Byke from Ghaziabad to Gurgaon. When I entered the room I was knowing only 4 Guys in that big hall on 1st floor of his rented house, after 30 min, around 15 guys were sharing there life story with me and I was with them. After around 8 pegs of Whisky & Rum comine and 2 glasses of Beer, I was knocked out. One Guy "Samrat" sang ultimate fundoo songs. He Started with "Salaame Ishq" and continued to "Chithi Aayi hai". When he reached "Chithi Aayi hai, there were tears in most of the eyes and we hard rock guys moved till we can rest our back & head to the wall and close our eyes, coz nobody wanted to see anybody else's eyes filled with tears.
  • Dhabe per Chai and Patties with Omlette on return from Office - Those were the days when recession was about to leave and I switched. When I use to return from Office along with my schoolmate, we use to sit for at least half an hour for our daily dose of Chai, in front of RaamLeela Ground, kavinagar, Ghaziabad. This was the time we both use to turn down the socket connections associated with the Office and Protocols and become human.
  • Treats at TGIF Vasant Kunj Delhi, Ruby's Tuesday CenterStege Mall Noida, Geoffry's at CenterStege Mall Noida, Ceaser at Sector 18 Noida, Movies at Priya VasantKunj Delhi, Wave Theatre at Centerstege Mall Noida, PVR Anupam Saket Delhi.
  • Too much baker-baker all the time - Getting myself christened as NONO - Nonstop NonSense.
Kuch aur logon ne bhi afsaane likhe honge,
Kuch aur logon ne bhi kahi hongi Kahaniya,
Kuch aur log bhi aaye honge tere darwaze,

Per kya kabhi koi aaya tha, haathon mein apna jigar leker,
Per kya kabhi kissi ne kahi thi kahani muskurahaton ki, jab sisuk rahi thi Chandni nabh mein,
Per kya kabhi kissi ne likhe the afsaane, nakhoon se dil ko kured ker.

To be continued......there are more ....

Mein tanha tha, magar itna nahin tha...

Seattle se wapasi ki flight mein reh reh ker kuch aisa he feel ho raha tha.

I was coming after a full blown up weekend with my friends and there newly wedded wives. Fun, Frolic, Joy, Enthu et all was the name of the game since friday night to Sunday Midnight - when I departed all of them to sleep.

I had to catch early morning flight to get back directly to work :(

During the flight I was thinking about the fun I had with all of them...I was smiling, laughing, eating a lot, Jabbering, chatting all at the same time...and suddenly with the onset of Monday I had to leave all and depart to join office again on monday.

Let me List Down what all I ate and Enjoyed,

  • Friday Night :
  • Rajma prepared as Dal Makhani.
  • Kashmiri Alloo
  • Pulav
  • Naan (Butter, Stuffed)
  • Palak Paneer (Only a bit)
  • Saturday Morning:
  • Bread Omlette (My expert Friend Mukul Prepared it :)
  • 2 Cups of Chai (With Lots of Ginger, clove & Ilaichi)
  • 1 full glass of Cold Coffee
  • Saturday Afternoon
  • Navratan Korma
  • Alloo Parantha
  • Lots of Chai
  • Aachar
  • Hari Mirch
  • Mix Veg
  • Pulav
  • Saturday Evening
  • Juice
  • Rajma Chawal
  • Sunday Morning
  • Azwayan ki Poori
  • Allo ki Sabji,
  • Chai
  • Sunday Afternoon
  • Cigar :) - I have said a quit to addiction not to Cigar :)
  • Beer
  • Sunday Evening
  • Bread Sandwich - Filled with Allo
  • Chai
and then at night
  • Mango Jelly - Lots and lots of it... :) Another New Friend's wife made it....
Anyhow so much for eating....One of the phenomenon I love about being living is - One who is alive can eat.... :) This is how I differentiate between living and dead..though there are other difference also...But only few are as important as this.

After I came back to office, I started feeling the loss of being surrounded and being in the elated environ....anyhow...it took me a whole session of "I-Robot" and "Bourne Identity" during the night and full length of 8 hours of sleep to get over the hangover....

But still the fact is true.... "Mein Tanha tha, Magar Itna Nahin Tha" - Kuch jayada he tanhayi feel ho rahi hai....

It seems that except for me ...all the world roams round the SUN in Pairs...Its only me who roams round it, Only Lonely.....Thats is why I was not quitting ...but nobody looks from my eye...anyhow....once I have proven that I have quit the addiction....I shall be smoking again....till there is somebody to roam around :)

Hamara kya hai, Hum to tanha chale the, tanha he chalte rahe, aur tanha he chale jayenge,
Soch to tu khud-he ke baare, Tu to kabhi tanha nahin tha, phir kyun aaj us kinare, banh pasare khada hai.