I had always belived that I am a guy who is never uncomfortable with anybody, People had approached with varied thoughts and in wide spectrum to me, and always found themselves being cheered.
But from past few months I have been lunching and dining with almost strangers. I use to belong to a country wherein everybody knows everybody, I had always enjoyed dining and lunching, coz tere ad always been a crowd around me. But now the feel has vanished....
I hope when I return back, I shall enjoy my sessions of lunch and dinner I use to enjoy 6 months back...
Thursday, June 30, 2005
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
!! Roshan Kiye !!
I was posting this as an comment before in reply to anamika's comment, 2post down below, but then I felt shud post as new posting. I just wanted to find how sad and senti I can write....donot worry guys and gals its just a phase...of blogging...shall be writing the happier stuff soon...Only few more post shall come from California and then I shall post from Chennai...anyhow here it goes..
Roshan kiye usne apne ghar ke chirag mere lahoo se,
Dareeche (carpet) banaye usne apne ghar ke mere jism se,
- HE lighted his lanterns, with blood of mine,
and had carpet of my skin on his floor.
Meine to bus maange the kuch pal saath apne sanam ke,
Per usne na jaane kyun diye darwaze, dozakh ke mere liye,
-I only asked for few moments with my beloved,
But don't know why HE opened the doors to Hell for me.
Aakhir kiss tereh samjhayun usko, Nahin maagi hai khudai maine,
Bus de de kuch lamhe chain ke mujhko, mere apne sanam ke saath.
-Alas! How do I explain to HIM, I am not asking for HIS Heavenly ABODE,
All I desire, few quite moments with my very own beloved.
Roshan kiye usne apne ghar ke chirag mere lahoo se,
Dareeche (carpet) banaye usne apne ghar ke mere jism se,
- HE lighted his lanterns, with blood of mine,
and had carpet of my skin on his floor.
Meine to bus maange the kuch pal saath apne sanam ke,
Per usne na jaane kyun diye darwaze, dozakh ke mere liye,
-I only asked for few moments with my beloved,
But don't know why HE opened the doors to Hell for me.
Aakhir kiss tereh samjhayun usko, Nahin maagi hai khudai maine,
Bus de de kuch lamhe chain ke mujhko, mere apne sanam ke saath.
-Alas! How do I explain to HIM, I am not asking for HIS Heavenly ABODE,
All I desire, few quite moments with my very own beloved.
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
Pareenita - Wow Kya expression hain
Tonight I am watching "Pareenita", Wow !! What a movie it is....I am almost halfway through it. Expression Classic, Dialogue Simple but great, Smiles Incredible, Visuals Fabulous....
Watch it with heart open !! Thats the way....
The yellowish color which the movie cinematography has imbibed is beyond words...Let's see how the climax moves in....
shall continue with the post....
Watch it with heart open !! Thats the way....
The yellowish color which the movie cinematography has imbibed is beyond words...Let's see how the climax moves in....
shall continue with the post....
Posting from Lynx
Well, this is the posting coming straight from the lynx - the text browser in UNIX, I am using freeBsd Version of it....I just wanted to post this post to see how it looks like...
This lynx is a text browser, but thy can use it with awesome power to do anything...actually the keys in my laptop are behaving unnaturally now...
Sometimes, several keys won't work, like qwert uiop shall stopp working and then I have to use interactive keyboard and type using mouse onto it, coz of which blogging becomes a real pain, when one is accustomed to type real fast....anyhow...this lynx is on our home made wireless router :) which my rommies have configured here...
They day to return is already near and I have booked tickets for my Delhi Zone travel...Shall be there in Delhi on 14 July Evening and shall return to chennai on 25 July...Lets see how is goes this tim, attending 2 marriages, 1 in delhi, and another in Kufri,HP. then ahve to meet parents in Haridwar, take holy bath in Ganges, I am missing the banks of ganges for so many Years now...
I am also thinkinging of posting some pics soon...shall do that :)
Tell me how it feels like, I mean this post from lynx...
I even posted a comment on debalina's blog using lynx.. :)
This lynx is a text browser, but thy can use it with awesome power to do anything...actually the keys in my laptop are behaving unnaturally now...
Sometimes, several keys won't work, like qwert uiop shall stopp working and then I have to use interactive keyboard and type using mouse onto it, coz of which blogging becomes a real pain, when one is accustomed to type real fast....anyhow...this lynx is on our home made wireless router :) which my rommies have configured here...
They day to return is already near and I have booked tickets for my Delhi Zone travel...Shall be there in Delhi on 14 July Evening and shall return to chennai on 25 July...Lets see how is goes this tim, attending 2 marriages, 1 in delhi, and another in Kufri,HP. then ahve to meet parents in Haridwar, take holy bath in Ganges, I am missing the banks of ganges for so many Years now...
I am also thinkinging of posting some pics soon...shall do that :)
Tell me how it feels like, I mean this post from lynx...
I even posted a comment on debalina's blog using lynx.. :)
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
Hum bhi hai race mein
Long time back I found out this quote somewhere, "Even of you win a RAT race you are still a RAT", then I removed myself from all the races. Now another thought is getting straight into my mind, "Doesn't matter if it's a RAT race, but to be in this Olympic, you have to win some races, then why not this one."
anyhow....with this thought lets get some straight originals,
Nahin maloom humko ki, kiss kader mohabbat kerte hum,
Per kya bigad jaata uss khuda ka, jo aaj hume usse keh lene diya hota.
Jaane kanha kanha se log aaye, aur thokar maar ke chale gaye,
Aur hum jaane kab se tere intezar mein, masjid per baithe rahe,
Jab bhi girta tha, aansoon ka katra,
kuch azeeb sa armaan jaag uth-ta tha,
tere liye her shaam guzari humne dariya kinare,
per na jaane kyun tu phir bhi na aayi janaaze per hamare.
yun he nahin uth-ti thee aah mere dil se,
yun he nahin hum shaamil the teri mehfil mein,
yun he nahin aaye tum aaj masjid mein meri,
aur kha ke thokar yun he nahin hum baithe tere darwaze per,
anyhow....with this thought lets get some straight originals,
Nahin maloom humko ki, kiss kader mohabbat kerte hum,
Per kya bigad jaata uss khuda ka, jo aaj hume usse keh lene diya hota.
Jaane kanha kanha se log aaye, aur thokar maar ke chale gaye,
Aur hum jaane kab se tere intezar mein, masjid per baithe rahe,
Jab bhi girta tha, aansoon ka katra,
kuch azeeb sa armaan jaag uth-ta tha,
tere liye her shaam guzari humne dariya kinare,
per na jaane kyun tu phir bhi na aayi janaaze per hamare.
yun he nahin uth-ti thee aah mere dil se,
yun he nahin hum shaamil the teri mehfil mein,
yun he nahin aaye tum aaj masjid mein meri,
aur kha ke thokar yun he nahin hum baithe tere darwaze per,
kuch to kahin hai
pata nahin kyun....pichli kuch post se likhna kuch mushkill sa hota ja raha hai....New Post click kerte he the mind is getting blank and there seems nothing to write about and then all of a sudden after I quit the window, there shall be loads and loads to write about...
anyhow...I think its happening becoz, there is some difference in what and how I wanna say to what I write and convey finally...
lemme check for few new posts by writing whatever comes to my mind to write...
anyhow...I think its happening becoz, there is some difference in what and how I wanna say to what I write and convey finally...
lemme check for few new posts by writing whatever comes to my mind to write...
!! Jalta hai Badan !!
Pyaas Bhadki hai, Sare Shaam se jalta hai badan...Ishq se kehdo, le aaye kahin phir se sawan....Jalta hai badan....
The oppurtunities are immense, so are the desires...and that is why "Saree shaam se jalta hai Badan"
Ppl at back home country are finding gals to get married, getting engaged, having parties, going on to a reception, venting emotions, organising night outs, planning honeymoon & eloping, settling there life, having fun, teasting, playing pranks, making all the world go round !! What the heck I am doing here.... :(
Sitting in office, making new friends, trying to subside down in culture, spending weekends at Beaches, roaming around, cooking my own food, planning my moves, learning powerplay, reading novels, watching movies, celebrating birthdays, missing home, writing blogs, mails, and letters, listening to music, preparing to go back...and what not.... !! What the heck they are doing there.....
song changes : Ishq kabhi kariyo na....
Is there anything, anybody waiting for me really other than my parents...When I was thinking about it....there were some revealations...Except for my mom, nobody is really waiting for me.
Ppl are waiting for the fun they have with me, they are waiting for the parties, I shall give them, they are waiting for the globglobbin talks, for continous chattering in my presence. They are waiting for the ease and comfort they have when I am there....
Song changes : Teri kurti sexy lagdi way....teri kurti sexy....
There are very few (less then fingures in my hand) ppl waiting for Jhappi (tight embrace) from me. Then there are several others who shall be there only for a handshake and several several others who are there for only a "Hi"
This time when I am retruning it feels as if I am too lonely....my world revolves round my mom and nobody else this time.
She wants nothing from me. She only wants to be with me for some time. She don't want any talks, any chattering, any promises, any gifts, any plans, any party....a simple no nothing. Thus and only thus I am not taking anything for her. I shall simply go to home...touch her feet and shall be with her...till the time I want.....No plans this time about holidays, travelling etc.
We shall be preparing lot of allo ke paranthe...and other goodies...
This time she has prepared for me kilos of Achar, Paapad etc etc etc....sweets and what not...I shall take all the stuff to chennai and shall work on the plan which shall makes us all live together under one roof....thats the plan when I am returning back....
so thats the only reason.....
The oppurtunities are immense, so are the desires...and that is why "Saree shaam se jalta hai Badan"
Ppl at back home country are finding gals to get married, getting engaged, having parties, going on to a reception, venting emotions, organising night outs, planning honeymoon & eloping, settling there life, having fun, teasting, playing pranks, making all the world go round !! What the heck I am doing here.... :(
Sitting in office, making new friends, trying to subside down in culture, spending weekends at Beaches, roaming around, cooking my own food, planning my moves, learning powerplay, reading novels, watching movies, celebrating birthdays, missing home, writing blogs, mails, and letters, listening to music, preparing to go back...and what not.... !! What the heck they are doing there.....
song changes : Ishq kabhi kariyo na....
Is there anything, anybody waiting for me really other than my parents...When I was thinking about it....there were some revealations...Except for my mom, nobody is really waiting for me.
Ppl are waiting for the fun they have with me, they are waiting for the parties, I shall give them, they are waiting for the globglobbin talks, for continous chattering in my presence. They are waiting for the ease and comfort they have when I am there....
Song changes : Teri kurti sexy lagdi way....teri kurti sexy....
There are very few (less then fingures in my hand) ppl waiting for Jhappi (tight embrace) from me. Then there are several others who shall be there only for a handshake and several several others who are there for only a "Hi"
This time when I am retruning it feels as if I am too lonely....my world revolves round my mom and nobody else this time.
She wants nothing from me. She only wants to be with me for some time. She don't want any talks, any chattering, any promises, any gifts, any plans, any party....a simple no nothing. Thus and only thus I am not taking anything for her. I shall simply go to home...touch her feet and shall be with her...till the time I want.....No plans this time about holidays, travelling etc.
We shall be preparing lot of allo ke paranthe...and other goodies...
This time she has prepared for me kilos of Achar, Paapad etc etc etc....sweets and what not...I shall take all the stuff to chennai and shall work on the plan which shall makes us all live together under one roof....thats the plan when I am returning back....
so thats the only reason.....
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