So folks, here are some clarifications and some background of the previous post. I am telling you coz some folks contacted on mail, phone and chat for the reasons and there relation with the post. Most of them have refrained from commenting so...
1. I am not "he".
2. Most Dates are chosen randomly, but ya some dates relates to some real events.
3. All events happend are true, they have happened exactly the same way at some point of time in the lives of guys and gals known to me.
4. Time is 11:00 AM or PM or around just for the significance of "At the eleventh Hour".
5. This is the outcome of fears residing inside me, I desired to vent them out, and has no other way. So much hate, ego, pain, love, sorrow, despair, curse I have heard for others by these ears, that I needed some way to vent it.
6. The Original End of story end with "him" moving to haridwar, and dying on the shores on a winter night. Some Mahatma setting fire to his Pyre, with nobody around him to pour down a tear for him. Alone And All Alone !!!
Chalo lets set the mood lighter !!!
Waise, BTW what do you people say about the choice of Names "Sangini, Prakher, Piyali, Ayush & Nisha" ? :)
I liked "Sangini" the most. :) - Its original. Someday I shall describe her. She is a fiction still, But I would love to have her in Life :).
Piyali, I have stolen from the movie "Rules - Pyar ka superhit formula".
Prakher, I heard this name on the banks of Ganges at Shanti Kunj, Haridwar. when I was there for 9 day Course for Vedic Yog etc.
Ayush is taken from a TV Serial wherein this guy is a genius doctor.
Nisha - Everybody knows she is "Reena Roy" - The "Sheesha ho ya dil ho, aakhir toot jaata hai" girl. :)
Thursday, May 26, 2005
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
!! They Never Left !!
(11:00 PM, December 20th, 2003) - "Ja raha hoon mein, aur ab nahin aayonga kabhi !!", he yelled, took away some his stuff, hurriedly started his scooter and came out of the house.
(11:00 AM, January 7th, 2004) - "Kewal apne Certificates lene aaya hoon", he said to his mother, who was standing at the door, tears flooding in her eyes. She wanted to embrace him, but than he has now become brutal and cruel, to not let the emotions erode his EGO.
(11:25 AM, January 7th, 2004) - Bheegi aankhon se woh vida ho gaya. Ghar se nikalte hue soch raha tha, kitni choti si baat per woh "Ja raha hoon mein, phir kabhi na aane ke liye" Keh aaya tha.
(11:00 AM, August 2nd, 2004) - Switching company again, now he is richie rich, He want it to share with his family and celebrate at home, but he hath left that, and jub bhi usse ghar ki yaad aati hai to Maa ki woh Bheegi Aankhen. "No !! It's was not my fault, Pitaji was adamant, Maa also supported him that day", he consoles himself. Asks his bro to deliever the news of the switch.
(11:00 AM, October 4th, 2004) - Switched again, Now he is ahead of all the guys he was competing against, He wants to see his "Maa" just once before he leaves for alien city, But has no courage to face her, so he goes to the Park in front of the Temple, where his Mom use to visit, and uses Binoculars to see her one last time.
(11:00 AM, January 15th, 2005) - Today he is flying US again. He wanted to share the news, But was able to call up his friend only and then asked him to convey the news. His EGO is....but still doesnot want to face his Father and "Maa". His friend tells him that his Mom is ill. He say, "hmmm".
(11:00 AM, July 12, 2005) - He has identified a girl to marry, Coming to India to marry her in Court. Only few Friends are there. His Bro calls him, "Congrats Bhaiya, Ab to bahut bade ho gaye ho, Maa ne Bahu ke liye Kangun Bheje hain, 'Sneh' aaj shaam pahuch raha hai, woh leta aayega!!". He knows the sarcasm and hatred in the voice. Shaam ko "Sneh", bahu ke haath mein kangan rakh ker chala jata hai. He sat at the rooftop in night and after a long time, kept on smoking continously and "Staring at the space"
(11:00 AM, Oct 14, 2005) - He got the H1, and is flying to US with wife. "Shall never come back !! For whom to come ?", were the thoughts hanging round him.
(11:00 AM, Oct 20, 2006) - "News is bad, you Dad had a stroke", Sangini broke the news to him. With tears in his eyes, "Bro shall take care !! I have come too far now !". "Atleast you should call !", says Sangini. "It doesnot matter now !". he replied.
(11:00 AM, Oct 21, 2006) - Calls Ayush, asks him to travel to home and mobilises resources. Ayush retorts, "They need you !!"
(11:00 AM, Dec 29, 2008) - "He just wanted to see you one last time", Ayush calls and tells him.
(11:00 AM, January 1, 2009) - He enters Escorts, New Delhi, finds the ICU, meets the Doctors, goes and talks to his Dad one last time, both cried for an hour and then he was left alone in......
(11:00 AM, May 13, 2013) - Bro is coming to Canada. He wants to know, meet but....
(11:00 AM, May 17, 2017) - "'Maa' is coming to Canada", Ayush tells him. Sangini declares that she is going to meet her along with kids. "No, there is no point. Prakhar & Piyali shall never understand."
(11:00 AM, August 19, 2022) - "Prakhar is in college, Piyali shall go next year, at least now you should ....", says Sangini.
(11:00 AM, May 11, 2025) - "Piyali, Will you accompany me to meet your Grandmother !!", he asks his daughter. "Dad, I know, but okay !!"
(11:00 AM, May 12, 2025) - They were standing near a tree. "See Piyali, She is your Grandmother, and that young gal is 'Nisha'. and the guy with newspaper is your uncle, Chalo ! Lets Go back", He sighed. "But Dad, We have come from such far land, at least we should go and give them a hug", Piyali demands. "No honey !! Lets go back", he says.
(11:00 AM, May 13, 2025) - "Mom, Why Pops did that way, Nisha was so cute, but donno why dad's eyes .....", Piyali asks Sangini. Sangini wanna tell but then....
(11:00 AM, Dec 31, 2025) - "Lets go Mom !! It's been enough", He is confronting Mom alone today.
(11:00 AM, January 3, 2026) - He along with "Maa" is resting along the banks of "Ganges" at Haridwar. Both are calm, as if "THEY NEVER LEFT".
(Sometime, Some date, 2037) - Sangini, Prakhar, Piyali, Nisha, Ayush and hundreds of others never heard from Him and "Maa" till date.
(11:00 AM, January 7th, 2004) - "Kewal apne Certificates lene aaya hoon", he said to his mother, who was standing at the door, tears flooding in her eyes. She wanted to embrace him, but than he has now become brutal and cruel, to not let the emotions erode his EGO.
(11:25 AM, January 7th, 2004) - Bheegi aankhon se woh vida ho gaya. Ghar se nikalte hue soch raha tha, kitni choti si baat per woh "Ja raha hoon mein, phir kabhi na aane ke liye" Keh aaya tha.
(11:00 AM, August 2nd, 2004) - Switching company again, now he is richie rich, He want it to share with his family and celebrate at home, but he hath left that, and jub bhi usse ghar ki yaad aati hai to Maa ki woh Bheegi Aankhen. "No !! It's was not my fault, Pitaji was adamant, Maa also supported him that day", he consoles himself. Asks his bro to deliever the news of the switch.
(11:00 AM, October 4th, 2004) - Switched again, Now he is ahead of all the guys he was competing against, He wants to see his "Maa" just once before he leaves for alien city, But has no courage to face her, so he goes to the Park in front of the Temple, where his Mom use to visit, and uses Binoculars to see her one last time.
(11:00 AM, January 15th, 2005) - Today he is flying US again. He wanted to share the news, But was able to call up his friend only and then asked him to convey the news. His EGO is....but still doesnot want to face his Father and "Maa". His friend tells him that his Mom is ill. He say, "hmmm".
(11:00 AM, July 12, 2005) - He has identified a girl to marry, Coming to India to marry her in Court. Only few Friends are there. His Bro calls him, "Congrats Bhaiya, Ab to bahut bade ho gaye ho, Maa ne Bahu ke liye Kangun Bheje hain, 'Sneh' aaj shaam pahuch raha hai, woh leta aayega!!". He knows the sarcasm and hatred in the voice. Shaam ko "Sneh", bahu ke haath mein kangan rakh ker chala jata hai. He sat at the rooftop in night and after a long time, kept on smoking continously and "Staring at the space"
(11:00 AM, Oct 14, 2005) - He got the H1, and is flying to US with wife. "Shall never come back !! For whom to come ?", were the thoughts hanging round him.
(11:00 AM, Oct 20, 2006) - "News is bad, you Dad had a stroke", Sangini broke the news to him. With tears in his eyes, "Bro shall take care !! I have come too far now !". "Atleast you should call !", says Sangini. "It doesnot matter now !". he replied.
(11:00 AM, Oct 21, 2006) - Calls Ayush, asks him to travel to home and mobilises resources. Ayush retorts, "They need you !!"
(11:00 AM, Dec 29, 2008) - "He just wanted to see you one last time", Ayush calls and tells him.
(11:00 AM, January 1, 2009) - He enters Escorts, New Delhi, finds the ICU, meets the Doctors, goes and talks to his Dad one last time, both cried for an hour and then he was left alone in......
(11:00 AM, May 13, 2013) - Bro is coming to Canada. He wants to know, meet but....
(11:00 AM, May 17, 2017) - "'Maa' is coming to Canada", Ayush tells him. Sangini declares that she is going to meet her along with kids. "No, there is no point. Prakhar & Piyali shall never understand."
(11:00 AM, August 19, 2022) - "Prakhar is in college, Piyali shall go next year, at least now you should ....", says Sangini.
(11:00 AM, May 11, 2025) - "Piyali, Will you accompany me to meet your Grandmother !!", he asks his daughter. "Dad, I know, but okay !!"
(11:00 AM, May 12, 2025) - They were standing near a tree. "See Piyali, She is your Grandmother, and that young gal is 'Nisha'. and the guy with newspaper is your uncle, Chalo ! Lets Go back", He sighed. "But Dad, We have come from such far land, at least we should go and give them a hug", Piyali demands. "No honey !! Lets go back", he says.
(11:00 AM, May 13, 2025) - "Mom, Why Pops did that way, Nisha was so cute, but donno why dad's eyes .....", Piyali asks Sangini. Sangini wanna tell but then....
(11:00 AM, Dec 31, 2025) - "Lets go Mom !! It's been enough", He is confronting Mom alone today.
(11:00 AM, January 3, 2026) - He along with "Maa" is resting along the banks of "Ganges" at Haridwar. Both are calm, as if "THEY NEVER LEFT".
(Sometime, Some date, 2037) - Sangini, Prakhar, Piyali, Nisha, Ayush and hundreds of others never heard from Him and "Maa" till date.
Sunday, May 22, 2005
!!Never been loved!!
I know him.
Upfront he is the smiling and full of delight legend appreciated across the globe.
I know him.
He is been seen smiling in toughest of times.
I know him
He is been admired not only for his actions, but also for spirit, he puts in his actions.
I know him
He is looked upon as an example to set things right and come up with quick solutions for all the problems.
I know him
He is been marvelled at as he moves across the chamber of power or the alley of fun thrilled parties alike.
I know him
He is been christened to be able to establish accords of friendliness across the global contacts.
I know him
He is been consulted by the crowd in almost every event of life ranging from making the gal or the guy say "yes", to switching jobs and careers, taking the decision of quitting.
I know him
He is never been loved as loveable, He is always been desired as someone to look for, He is always been admired, or worshipped in certain instances.
I know him
He is referenced like a thick book in Reference Section.
I know him
He is ......
Upfront he is the smiling and full of delight legend appreciated across the globe.
I know him.
He is been seen smiling in toughest of times.
I know him
He is been admired not only for his actions, but also for spirit, he puts in his actions.
I know him
He is looked upon as an example to set things right and come up with quick solutions for all the problems.
I know him
He is been marvelled at as he moves across the chamber of power or the alley of fun thrilled parties alike.
I know him
He is been christened to be able to establish accords of friendliness across the global contacts.
I know him
He is been consulted by the crowd in almost every event of life ranging from making the gal or the guy say "yes", to switching jobs and careers, taking the decision of quitting.
I know him
He is never been loved as loveable, He is always been desired as someone to look for, He is always been admired, or worshipped in certain instances.
I know him
He is referenced like a thick book in Reference Section.
I know him
He is ......
Saturday, May 21, 2005
Dware Dware Gyan Sampadaa
द्वारे-द्वारे ज्ञान संपदा
Finally got the collection of few Old Hindi Literature online.
This has collection of around 105 Hindi Novels Written in Devnagri Script.
Was Awake Yesternight till 3 O'Clock to read some of it. The delight and Joy I felt while reading all is immense and beyond words :)
Finally got the collection of few Old Hindi Literature online.
This has collection of around 105 Hindi Novels Written in Devnagri Script.
Was Awake Yesternight till 3 O'Clock to read some of it. The delight and Joy I felt while reading all is immense and beyond words :)
Friday, May 20, 2005
My persoanlity type ? -Is it so
Unaiza Nasim was having this, so moi aussi was curious to know :), like yesterday Debalina made me curious about keys to my heart.
What's Your Personality Type?
The Inspirer
You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.
You are also unconventional, irreverant, and unimpressed by authority and rules.
Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.
You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're qutie the storyteller!
You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist.
The Visionary
You are charming, outgoing, friendly. You make a good first impression.
You possess good negotiating skills and can convince anyone of anything.
Happy to be the center of attention, you love to tell stories and show off.
You're very clever, but not disciplined enough to do well in structured environments.
You would make a great entrpreneur, marketing executive, or actor.
The Giver
You strive to maintain harmony in relationships, and usually succeed.
Articulate and enthusiastic, you are good at making personal connections.
Sometimes you idealize relationships too much - and end up being let down.
You find the most energy and comfort in social situations ... where you shine.
You would make a good writer, human resources director, or psychologist.
The Executive
You are a natural leader - with confidence and strength that inspires others.
Driven to succeed, you are always looking for ways to gain, power, knowledge, and expertise.
Sometimes you aren't the most considerate person, especially to those who are a bit slow.
You are not easily intimidated - and you have a commanding, awe-inspiring presence.
You would make a great CEO, entrepreneur, or consultant.
The Idealist
You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world.
Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.
It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close.
But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop.
You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.
The Inspirer
You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.
You are also unconventional, irreverant, and unimpressed by authority and rules.
Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.
You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're qutie the storyteller!
You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist.
The Visionary
You are charming, outgoing, friendly. You make a good first impression.
You possess good negotiating skills and can convince anyone of anything.
Happy to be the center of attention, you love to tell stories and show off.
You're very clever, but not disciplined enough to do well in structured environments.
You would make a great entrpreneur, marketing executive, or actor.
The Giver
You strive to maintain harmony in relationships, and usually succeed.
Articulate and enthusiastic, you are good at making personal connections.
Sometimes you idealize relationships too much - and end up being let down.
You find the most energy and comfort in social situations ... where you shine.
You would make a good writer, human resources director, or psychologist.
The Executive
You are a natural leader - with confidence and strength that inspires others.
Driven to succeed, you are always looking for ways to gain, power, knowledge, and expertise.
Sometimes you aren't the most considerate person, especially to those who are a bit slow.
You are not easily intimidated - and you have a commanding, awe-inspiring presence.
You would make a great CEO, entrepreneur, or consultant.
The Idealist
You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world.
Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.
It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close.
But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop.
You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.
Thursday, May 19, 2005
FILMS DIVISION KI BHENT
Was reading some old Forwarded Mails and found this :) Thought Should post it here !!
ting ting ting tindig tiding...
ting ting ting tindig tiding...
tuu tuu toooo
tuu tuu toooo
ting ting ting tindig tiding...
ting ting ting tindig tiding...
tuu tuu toooo
tuu tuu toooo
@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@
Didi ye anek kya hota hai?
Anek... anek yani bahut saare...
jaise...
suraj ek...
chanda ek...
taare anek...
didi, taaron ko anek kyon kehte hain?????
nahi nahi!!
phir se suno
suraj ek...
chanda ek...
taare anek...
ek gilhari,...
ek aur gilhari...
ek ek ek karke ho gayee ab anek gilhariyaan...
ek titali, anek titaliyaan...
ek chidiya.. ek ek anek chidiyaan...
anek chidiyon ki kahani sunoge...
haan sunao...
ek chidiya anek chidiya...
dana chugne ayee chidiyan...
chorus : didi humen bhi sunao na...
accha lo phir se suno...
ek chidiya, anek chidiyan
dana chugne baith gayee thi...
par haay raam, Wahaan ek byaadh ne jaal bichhaya tha...
byaadh, byaadh kya hota hai didi?
byaadh??... chidiya pakadne wala
to phir kya hua, usne chidiyon ko pakad liya,...
unhe maar diya...
un...huh...
Himmat se jo jute rahe to bada kaam bhi hove bhaiya...
bada kaam bhi hove bhaiya...
1...2...3... furrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
Chaturrr cidiyaan sayaani chidiyaan,
miljul kar, jaal le kar...
Bhaagi chidiyaan...
furrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
door ek gaaon mein chidiyon ke dost chuhe rahte the...
(teeeo ooo (whistle)
unhone unka jaal kaat diya...
dekha ekta mein kitni taaqat hoti hai...
didi agar hum ek ho jaayen to kya koi bhi kaam kar
sakte hain?
haan haan kyon nahi...
to kya is ped ke aam bhi tod sakte hain???
haan magar iske liye jugat lagani hogi...
JUGAT???
*
* *
* * *
* * * *
achchha ye jugat... wah bada mazaa aayega...
HO GAYE EK...
BAN GAYEE TAAKAT...
BAN GAYEE HIMMAT...
hind desh ke niwasi sabhi jana ek hain, -2
rang-roop vesh-bhaasha chahe anek hain -2
---- repeat...
bela gulab juhi champa chameli... -2
phool hain anek kintu mala phir ek hai...-2
ek-anek-ek anek
suraj ek, chanda ek, taare anek,
ek gilhari , anek gilhariyaan,
ek titli, anek titaliyaan,
ek chidiyaa , anek chidiyaan...
are bela gulab juhi champa chameli... -2
phool hain anek kintu mala phir ek hain...2
"FILMS DIVISION KI BHENT"
ting ting ting tindig tiding...
ting ting ting tindig tiding...
tuu tuu toooo
tuu tuu toooo
ting ting ting tindig tiding...
ting ting ting tindig tiding...
tuu tuu toooo
tuu tuu toooo
@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@
Didi ye anek kya hota hai?
Anek... anek yani bahut saare...
jaise...
suraj ek...
chanda ek...
taare anek...
didi, taaron ko anek kyon kehte hain?????
nahi nahi!!
phir se suno
suraj ek...
chanda ek...
taare anek...
ek gilhari,...
ek aur gilhari...
ek ek ek karke ho gayee ab anek gilhariyaan...
ek titali, anek titaliyaan...
ek chidiya.. ek ek anek chidiyaan...
anek chidiyon ki kahani sunoge...
haan sunao...
ek chidiya anek chidiya...
dana chugne ayee chidiyan...
chorus : didi humen bhi sunao na...
accha lo phir se suno...
ek chidiya, anek chidiyan
dana chugne baith gayee thi...
par haay raam, Wahaan ek byaadh ne jaal bichhaya tha...
byaadh, byaadh kya hota hai didi?
byaadh??... chidiya pakadne wala
to phir kya hua, usne chidiyon ko pakad liya,...
unhe maar diya...
un...huh...
Himmat se jo jute rahe to bada kaam bhi hove bhaiya...
bada kaam bhi hove bhaiya...
1...2...3... furrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
Chaturrr cidiyaan sayaani chidiyaan,
miljul kar, jaal le kar...
Bhaagi chidiyaan...
furrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
door ek gaaon mein chidiyon ke dost chuhe rahte the...
(teeeo ooo (whistle)
unhone unka jaal kaat diya...
dekha ekta mein kitni taaqat hoti hai...
didi agar hum ek ho jaayen to kya koi bhi kaam kar
sakte hain?
haan haan kyon nahi...
to kya is ped ke aam bhi tod sakte hain???
haan magar iske liye jugat lagani hogi...
JUGAT???
*
* *
* * *
* * * *
achchha ye jugat... wah bada mazaa aayega...
HO GAYE EK...
BAN GAYEE TAAKAT...
BAN GAYEE HIMMAT...
hind desh ke niwasi sabhi jana ek hain, -2
rang-roop vesh-bhaasha chahe anek hain -2
---- repeat...
bela gulab juhi champa chameli... -2
phool hain anek kintu mala phir ek hai...-2
ek-anek-ek anek
suraj ek, chanda ek, taare anek,
ek gilhari , anek gilhariyaan,
ek titli, anek titaliyaan,
ek chidiyaa , anek chidiyaan...
are bela gulab juhi champa chameli... -2
phool hain anek kintu mala phir ek hain...2
"FILMS DIVISION KI BHENT"
I am Missing my books
Finally I have started missing my books :(
The books which I am missing most are the ones, which I have read page to page severeal times.....But then some of these are simply too much for me to miss...and worse some of them I cannot find them Here
Atlas Shrugged - Ayn Rand. - I wanna ask again "Who is John Galt?"
The books which I am missing most are the ones, which I have read page to page severeal times.....But then some of these are simply too much for me to miss...and worse some of them I cannot find them Here
- MahaSamar - Narendra Kohli (this is Mahabharat in 8 Volumes, written according to contemparary timelines and events...no GOD like phenomenon)
- Abhyuday - Narendra Kohli (Ramayan in 2 Volumes)
- Harry Potter - All five Volumes - Mostly the 5th one.
- Papa Jab Bacche The -When Father was a kid - This is a Russian book translated in Hindi and English.
- My Comic Collection :( - Sets of Nagraj and Dhruv and finally Calvin.
Atlas Shrugged - Ayn Rand. - I wanna ask again "Who is John Galt?"
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