Saturday, September 25, 2004

Beauty of English

After a long time posting copy paste stuff ;-)

Ever noticed how deleting one word after the other in a sentence can lead to a nice story?

Here's an example:

Lucy says "

Oh John please don't touch me at all...!

Oh John please don't touch me at...!

Oh John please don't touch...!

Oh John please don’t...!

Oh John please...!

Oh John..!

Ohhh......

"

Thursday, September 23, 2004

!! Walking Down !!

No Intro, Just Random Thoughts of what I still have in my memories....

Woh Ganga ki dhara, woh toota kinara,
Woh Ret ki aandhi, Woh Shaam suhani,
Woh Taash ke patte, Woh teen ikke (Aces),
Woh Nehle pe dehla, Woh Pyar Pehla,

Woh Jagjit ki shaam, hum dono ke haathon mein Jaam,
Woh aadhi Rum, woh aadha glass BEER,
Woh 12 Baje Raat mein dhaabe pe khana, Woh phir 2 baje checkpost per pakde jaana,
Woh Bheege Aaam (Mangoes), Woh Ghanton Baithna bina koi kaam,

Woh Thandi Raatein, Woh Rus Bhari Baatein,
Woh Ruth jaana tera, Woh phir Manana Mera,
Woh Kaatil Ada, Woh aankh ka ishara,

Woh Maggie banana, Woh Doodh ka jal jaana,
Woh chauthai (1/4) cup chai, Woh kehna "Janha Chai Wahan Rai"
Woh Akeli Shaam, Woh Akela Insaan,
Woh Aansoo ke dhaage, Woh soonsaan Raaste,
Woh Ghanton ki Udaasi, Woh Yaad aana Tera,
Woh "Dil se" sun-na, Woh Bus Yun hi tanha Baithe rehna,

Kabhie Kabhi Gumgeen hona, Phir Muskarane ki koshish karna,
Woh Duniya bher ki baatein, But unme kuch bhi na hona apna,
Woh sapne banana, Woh cheekhna chill-lana,

Woh Faltu ke fatare, Woh Environ ki kilsun,
Woh Life ka khazzal hona, Woh GMT high hona,

Wohi fir Roz Roz jhagadna and fir Bus Kabhi Na milna....

Aur Shayad AB hai Yahi saath Mere, Ki
Kabhi Na Milna...kabhi Na Milna...



Friday, September 17, 2004

!! Another ME to be HANGED !!

Another Week end,
Another Party to organise,
Another crowd of People to Meet,
Another Friend to cheer up,
Another interview to appear,
Another peg to be drunk,
Another evening to be settle,
Another smile to hold,
Another laugh to laugh,
Another tear to be dropped,
Another flower to relish,
Another bug to be logged,
Another chat friend to be trusted,
Another drive to move on,
Another shop to be shopped or robbed,
Another trust to be build,
Another promise to be broken,
Another shoulder to be found to cry upon,
Another desire to be satisfied,
Another thirst to be quenched,
Another Friday to get freaked,
Another Glass of BEER to be gulped,
Another GPL ;-)
Another Song to be sung,
Another excuse to eliminated,

Another gal to be hugged,
Another lips to be kissed, Another soul to be touched,

Another dream to be realised,


Another ME to be discovered, Another ME to be identified,
Another ME to be cornered ,

Another ME to be SUNKED,

Another Me to be IGNORED,

Another ME to be delighted,

Another ME to be SENTENCED,

Another ME to be HANGED,



ANOTHER DAY to be LIVED !!







Tuesday, September 14, 2004

!! Kabhi Kabhi !!

Kabhi kabhi mere dil main khayal aata hain

Ki zindagi teri zulfon ki narm chhaon main guzarne pati,

To sadab ho bhi sakti thi,

Yeh ranjho gham ki siyahi jo dil pe chhayi hain,

Teri nazar ki suahon main kho bhi sakti thi,

Magar yeh ho na saka,

Magar yeh ho na saka aur ab ye aalam hain,

Ki tu nahin, tera gham, teri joostjoo bhi nahin,

Guzar rahi hain kuchh iss tarah zindagi jaise,

isse kisi ke sahare ki aarzoo bhi nahin,

Na koi raah, na manzil, na roshni ka suragh,

Bhatak rahin hai andheron main, zindagi meri

Inhi andheron main reh jaoonga kabhi kho kar,

Main janta hoo meri hum-nafas, magar yoonhi,

Kabhi kabhi mere dil main khayal aata hai......

For those who dont know hindi Here is English Version

often a thought comes in my heart

if i have life under shadow of your hair

it would of been more peaceful

the ink of pain and sorrow on my heart

could've been lost in your eyes

but it didn't happen

but it didn't happen, now life is on verge

that i don't have you nor sorrow neither hopes

living life without any support/landing hand

no road, no goal, nor way to see light

my life is travelling in darkness

i'm to be lost in darkness someday

i know it's my love of life, but

often a thought comes in my heart....

Thursday, August 26, 2004

!! Play your own game !!

Sometime back I said "Use your instincts before you become Extinct", Today I add an addendum to it, "Play your own Game".

Actually these phrases are guidelines for me to identify my future behavioral pattern in life. Then you might be wondering that why am I publishing such great words of wisdom onto the public domain, when they outline my strategies.

Shouldn't I keep my strategies secret and keep moving on with letting anybody know what shall be my next step in life.

Well folks !! You might be right, coz I firmly consider this life as WAR waged against the Unreasonable, but don't you believe that it shall bring in much more fun and enthusiasm, if everybody knows your strategy before hand and yet nobody is able to stop you from achieving, what you desire.

At least I believe so and have felt the same.

There had been numerous instances wherein I have told all that I shall move ahead like this and like that, if you do this I shall do that, and all that blah blah blah...and then I achieved following the same route as I declared and folks you can never imagine how much FUN it was, "watching those damn buggers (Jean Claude VAN DAMN BUGGERS) so helpless around me".

Anyhow here I am stating the 49th RULE of Power, You might ask where are the 1st 48, Well for that you shall have to refer "48 laws of Power - Robert Greene".

So here is the rule "Keep your strategies completely secret, never let information flow without being encrypted or mangled, incase you cannot maintain absolute secrecy, then pump in so much of information in front, so as to create huge chaos".



Wednesday, August 25, 2004

!! Blocking the View !!

I hold her here so near, not to let her ignore me, when I reach to achieve, what I desired the most.

Who is She ?

Why I wanna hold her ?

Why can't I let her simply ignore me ?

What's there in the devil's name I want to achieve ?


She is smile.

I wanna hold her coz all around me is sorrow and despair and I know it shall be tough to be 'living' without her.

I care so much about, How can I let her ignore me.

Now this is typical, What I desire to achieve ? Ppl call it Success - I call it happiness, the delight and content in my heart, the handshake of my heart and soul. I wanna achieve Dreamless Sleep, I wanna to sleep, without any worry about next day.

This is what is blocking my VIEW !!

Why don't you smile, Happiness ?

Why the heck I am asking happiness to smile, aren't these two phenomenons synonyms to each other, or is it something else.

Does being happy itself means that you can have smile on yr face or if you are smiling, does that mean that you are happy too...aren't these 2 jestures all together different from each other...

Yes, My dear pals,

Being Happy and Smiling are not synonymous, they are altogether different things..But, I do agree to the fact that If someone can achieve both phenonmenons at the same moment, then at that very moment nobody is more lucky then him/her.

I don't remember, when was the last time, I was happy...But everybody who knows me, or have seen me, or have met me , or have read me, has always seen,read or felt that I am smiling...I keep smiling, Ppl say that I speak less and laugh more...there shall always be a sense of laughter & naughtyness, when I am around. They say that they find unusual hope in my eyes or in my talks, but is it so really...

I am introspecting this since last 2 days, and I think I didn't even required that...Its written all over my face, all over my soul that I am Searching....I am on the Hunt....I have spent so much of myself to reach HER and SHE is still so far...

WHO IS SHE ?

IS SHE MY GAL ?

IS SHE A LIVING BEING ?

I don't know folks ! Ya its true that I don't know ! there are thing in this world that I don't know !!

What I know is that I am on constant vigil, i am on constant lookout for HER...Since for so many Years I am searching for her...Its not been a matter of days or months folks, Now its been years since I have felt HER.

Now here is something I desire from you folks...If you ever found out Where She Is ?, for whom I am looking, since past so many years, Inform me. I shall ask HIM ( ya ya ya He is the same Guy, I am at WAR for same reasons, you ppl call him GOD ) to let Smile and be happy at the same time.