!! Put some fire in fire !!

What makes Fire so different from others ?

Is it the fire it carries inside which makes it different ?
Is it the way we perceive it, visualise it ?

Isn't some other phenomenon are too close to it.

How about Pain, Anger, Desire, Lust, Delight, Joy, Hate, Love, Life, Peace, Cherish and many others (Hey List some ?)? Are they any way different from Fire.

So next time when you are about feel any of there, Put some more fire into it, Believe me you shall love it. ;-)

So put a little more love today in Love,
a pinch of Pain in Pain,
a pinch of anger in anger,
a pinch of desire in desire,
a pinch of lust in lust,
a pinch of hate in hate,
a pinch of life in life,

A Pinch of Love in Love,
A Pinch of FIRE IN FIRE.

!! Remembering Him !!

He used to come to our home, even in late nights,
He used to smile whenever he touched the ground, after 6 month long trips in Cargo Ships
He used to enjoy the "Dhabe ki Chai" with me any time,
He used to think with me to write answers to the ISB questions,

We used to exchange notes and vow that we shall write original answers,
We vowed that someday we shall together trimph over the world and smile together.

We walked together to escape from Sleep, coz we were awake together whole night making final blow, 3 days before CAT 2003.
We talked about insecurities in Life together for hours and hours.
We watched "Love Actually" together at PVR and then I smoked, and he gazed and smiled saying that he is blessed, he has shortlisted someone to marry.
We appeared for CAT, XLRI together and laughed sarcastically for blowing up our chances.

He used make fun of life & tried his best to live life king size.

He was scheduled to get married last month in January.
He was shot dead in front of his home a week before his marriage on saturday.
We talked on mobile for an hour, a day before on friday night discussing about the Gifts and Honeymoon locations.

He was my MOHIT GARG - Friend of MINE.

Mohit, I didn't had guts to call your home, next morning after you were shot. I hope you understand.

Mohit, you still live !!

!! Mohe Bhool Gaye Sanwariya !!

So Folks Here it is.

Film: Baiju Bawra; Casting: Bharat Bhushan, Meena Kumari; Singer: Lata Mangeshkar; Lyrics: Shakeel Badayuni; Music: Naushad

Mohe Bhool Gaye Sanwariya, Bhool Gaye Sanwariya
Mohe Bhool Gaye Sanwariya, Bhool Gaye Sanwariya
Aavan Keh Gaye, Ajahu Na Aaye
Lini Na Mori Khaberiya,
Mohe Bhool Sanwariya, Bhool Gaye Sanwariya.

Dil Ko Diye kyun Dukh Bireh Ke,
Tod Diya kyun Mehel Bana ke,
Aas Dila ke O Bedardi
Fer Li Kahe Nazariya,
Mohe Bhool Gaye Sanwariya, Bhool Gaye Sanwariya.

Naina Kahe Ro Ro ke Sajna,
Dekh Chuke Hum Pyar Ka Sapna,
Preet hai Jhooti, Preetum Jhoota,
Jhooti Hai Saari Nagariya
Mohe Bhool Gaye Sanwariya, Bhool Gaye Snawariya.

Here is a English Translation for this all time greatest Senti Song in Hindi. (Apologies for poor translation, coz I cannot bring out the pain in this song in this english version, I shall try to post it again)

My beloved cannot recall me, beloved cannot recall me,
He promised to come, but even today he didn't arrived,
Didn't even took a news about me.
My beloved cannot recall me, beloved cannot recall me,

Why my heart has to bear so much pain of sepearation,
Why this castle is broken on generation,
O Ruthless, Thou was the one who gave me hope,
and now why have you pulled away your sight from me.
My beloved cannot recall me, beloved cannot recall me,

O My Lord, even when lamenting my eyes shiver me,
and say that they have seen enough of this dream of love.
This love is a Deceit, Dishonest is my lover,
and this whole universe is unreal.
My beloved cannot recall me, beloved cannot recall me,

!! Let Life Live Me !!

There was a phrase like this in a song in the Movie "Rog". The was about the gorgeous actress in the movie ;-)

I won't be talking about the movie in here, rather I shall write about the feeling associated with this phrase.

Let life live me or say for a being generic Let life live the individual. Seems a little reversal of roles. What do we hear generally, Its just vice versa.

Its the individual who lives the life not the life lives the individual.

But just think a little and visualise How great that person shall be, for whom it can be said that It's the life who lived him/her - in Hindi "Jindagi ne Jiya Usko".

Think a bit more and you shall feel the depth of life.

Finally I got what I desired. I desire the life to live me.

!!Choker Bali !!

Yesternight saw this movie "Choker Bali". Since then I am in deep thoughts.

Who is She ?
Why is She like the way she is in the novel & in the movie ?
Whom did Rabindranath Tagore 'Gurudev' had in his thoughts when he created her ?
If she had been real, Will she be so beautiful as depicted in the novel ?

She (Choker Bali - Boudini - Aishwarya Rai) had a unique thought process in her mind. She despite being a widow engages in sexual intercourses with the husband of her friend "Bali" (Riya Sen) and wants to marry the other guy and in the climax leaves all, whom she loved, wanted with all her heart and soul, just like one discards a old cloth.

Once one gets himself associated with the characters in the movie, He/She is bound to get senti in the last. The feeling is unexplainable.

There no sorrow or tears in the eyes when you watch the climax, there is only a feeling of LOSS. You from the inner core of your heart want "Choker Bali" to be happy, You want from your soul that She should also feel a moment of joy in her life.

But then the feeling of helplessness is there. you cannot change the end, coz its been written by Gurudev that way. So what you do in the last. You just woke up your lord and pray that this should not happen to anybody.

I got senti coz I associated myself pretty soon with "Choker". I myself fear "loneliness" and " "helplessness" the most and there I was watching her fighting with both of these phenomenons

I still need to get myself comfortable with my fear and with "Choker Bali".

Life is so #ifconfig

So how is life ? People ask me a lot here. It seems like a 2nd next used sentence after "Hello !!" or simple "Hi !"

I am still searching for the true answer. Today while I was out for a smoke, this thought came to my mind, Isn't Life is getting so #ifconfig.

#ifconfig Even_If_Dead netmask As_If_Alive up
#route add default gw Nxt_Gal_Who_Sucks

So your interface is up, if you properly know what your IP Addresses are and you have proper gateway & routes configured.

Last but not the least thy should have cable plugged in with LED (LIVE EVENIF DEAD) glowing. This shall atleast ensure that your are connected.

What makes the situation even better in accepting life like that, is that you can blame anything which is not happening the way you desired t the Kernal Code itself or the design.

This article might bump you off your chairs thinking "what the heck this hirdu is writing ?"

All of a sudden from senti stuff to this synonymising (Self Created, donno if any such word is there in English) life with a Ethernet Card port.

Anyhow I told you before "Life is so #ifconfig" ;-)

I have started thinking like Garfield now ?